Busy day with lots to do...
But first some cleaning, cause tomorrow supposed to be a 'drop in' day. Dishes, vacuuming, and tidy up.Dako and I took of later of in the morning for some boxing day shopping. Saf brought us to the mall, that was nice and friendly. I'm feeling good and I'm not much thinking of what's waiting for me in Holland. Actually, sometimes I'm thinking of another chance with Saf. but those thoughts are just flashes and I try to ignore them.
Sometimes I don't even know what to think, just live the day and see what happens next. Just floating. While shopping Dako gave me a new sweater from 'American Eagle', as a late Christmas present, that's nice of him. He told me aswell that he will go soon to his Dad's place in Hamilton. Saf's Dad and uncle are coming tomorrow for the 'Drop in', there staying both for a day and a night. When they go back Saf's brother Dako will go with them. I will miss him cause we spent alot of time together these last few weeks. If he wasn't here it would have been different and harder.
When Dako and I returned I started a bit with cleaning and getting things ready for the 'Drop in'. We all helped out. It was a day like always, Saf was being friendly and the kids were busy being annoying. Do I look forward for the 'Drop in'? yes and no, cause it will be busy and with alot of talking, and I'm not that a talker, we will see what happens, I'm not worried.
Mar had her friends already over, last Sunday they came, they are two girls (both 14) Later on in the evening Saf's niece and her boyfriend came. What can I say, it's gonna be crowded. I think I will wonder of sometimes. I will see...
