Another working day...
Another working day has ended, work went well as always. Recently though I have more and more the feeling that I would like to get rewarded for the work I do, ofcource! I been at this job almost six months, it's about time, and I can feel that too. Thinking of it gibves me negative thoughts.Today I had that feeling aswell, being busy and doing the best I can but yeah, for what actually. To get a hire contract? They told me already that they wanted me, and that they will do and try everything to let me stay here with a contract.
The amount of work was the problem, well, there's enough work. In the six months that I worked there I never had a moment that I didn't had anything to do. I think it's a money problem, perhaps they can't afford me. Today another fellow worker had to leave, there wasn't any work anymore for him. Shall I be the next one? I don't know, uhm, I'm guessing I will have to go. Every month I had a conversation with my Boss, and every month with the same results, "We try everything to let you stay here, but were not sure yet, there's still not enough work."
Tomorrow or Thursday I will get prolly the (final) results. I think it will be the same as the last six months but with a little twist, "We tried everything to let you stay here, there's still not enough work, we have to let you go." If that's the result, then I won't stay any longer, I will say goodbye to the fellow workers and head of to Reha. To see if I can come back upcomming Thursday. But yeah, for the same reason my Boss will hire me, then I will get a half year contract. After that half year I will get a year contract.
And then? And then for good. I'm not that nervous though for this week, I think I prepaired myself well. Yeah, work went well, only a few down moments, I deserve to be here with a contract. I saw some other workers not doing much, and they get payed. I'm working hard and I get nothing. But I love the work I do, that keeps me going. Anyway, I will see what's gonna happen, but I know for sure I want results, I'm not gonna wait another month. Before April please!
