Tuesday, October 16, 2012

732th post!

732th post! 

One day I'm gonna hit the 1000th post, oh my, oh my. Just that sometimes I I think, 'What on earth am I thinking to write every day a post.' Sometimes I think I write to much of my personal life aswell, like, why should I write about my financial problems? Or, why should I write about what I did the whole day? Though it's fun to read it back sometimes, it's not always fun to write, everyday writing a post is sometimes quit a job. Sometimes I don't even feel to write, but then again, I can't skip a post anymore. I wrote already 731 posts, lol. If I would skip a day then it would feel awkward, or not right.

Today I was a  bit nervous before going to work, cause yesterday I worked on my own section with another fellow worker, my second Boss was sick. This morning I thought that he might be feeling well again and come to work, but where would I be placed then? On the schedule (at work) it said I'm placed on another section, but I rather work at my own section. Maybe I could have switched with the other fellow worker, but no. It's pretty busy at our section, but the other section needed another worker aswell. (me) Arrived at work my second Boss was still sick, so I thought I would be placed on my own section, but no. 

The other fellow worker where I worked with yesterday worked alone in my own section. And my second Boss showed up in the early afternoon, he wanted to try to work again, with success. I worked at the other section, it's nice working there but I rather work at my own comfy section. I'm good there, I feel great there, I want to learn more there and grow. I know I can grow more there, I have it in me, I'm doing already such a good job there. That gives a awesome feeling, like, I want more and more. And then they sent me to another section sometimes, ugh! Thursday I will be on my own section again, says the schedule, but first a day rest.