Exhausted and sleepy...

Exhausted and sleepy...

"The clock went an hour ahead, that's why your so tired," my Boss told me, "You missed a hour of sleep yesterday." I was tired and sleepy while I arrived on my work, and that feeling stayed the whole working shift. When we had our break or I would stood still for a little while, I only had to close my eyes for 10 seconds and I would fall asleep. I red somewhere yesterday, that people around the world just don't get sleep enough. Maybe I should get more sleep then aswell, earlier to bed my boy!

Otherwise my day went fine, work was a tiny bit boring but okay, it can't be always jolly, jolly.
It's like I got a punch in the face this morning when I went to work, it was freezing cold. I didn't expect that, I went back and putted a thicker coat and hat on. when I got back from work I made myself dinner and the kitchen was kinda full with people. Aswell the guy and the Family were there. (as always)

I felt a bit guilty, cause mostly 'this Family' gives me food or something to drink. And here I was making myself dinner, while I couldn't give them some. I really have to take care of my money, I told that aswell a few weeks ago to the Father of the Family. I explained him that I feel guilty in not giving them sometimes something. "You give sometimes something," the Father replied. He understood what I meant. And yeah, I do sometimes give something.

Then I give the kids some candy, last Saturday I bought cake while the other bought drinks for our 'night.' It just didn't felt enough while I made dinner today. I was already thinking ahead,  "When I finnished with dinner and I start to eat at the table, they will comments about it." I felt guilty and bad, but ated my dinner. No comments were made. But still. 


Tomorrow will be an exhausting day aswell, first a half day work cause I have an dentist appointment. Afterwards I will be doing some cleaning in my little room. Little dusty room (grrrr!)  The weatherforecast forspelled a warm weekend, 18 till 19 degrees! But it's still Holland, so we just will see. For now I will get an early sleep cause it's needed again. Let's see how I feel tomorrow, sleepy or not. Night all!