A bit of rain would be nice...

A bit of rain would be nice... 

It's warm and I'm trying not to complain, maybe the warmth in my little room is making me so sleepy. I could go outside but it's warm there aswell and the hay fever is on red alert. But it's okay, I'm doing some homework on the laptop and re-arrange my map with all my important mail in it. I like it when everything is in order and I like being updated with my mail. So, I can see what is done and what is not done. I think I broke my own personal record taking some naps the last 3 days, last Friday I had two naps, yesterday two naps and today aswell two naps. Just that exhausted feeling on my chest is making me sleepy. Good thing is that I feel better after a nap.

Last Friday I didn't do much, the things I wanted to do I skipped and told myself, "I will do it Saturday." Saturday I started with the laundry at 6:30 am, yeah, I was early. Doing laundry here means you have to be on time, there are only 2 washing machines, and it's always the question if they work this time. The washing machine on the second floor worked, I had two loads and it took me almost a day. The machines here aren't that big as in Canada, otherwise I would have one small load. It was nice weather and I decided that after my needed nap I will go outside to sniff some sunshine, I took my bike and went for a ride, it wasn't so busy on the streets, I guessed most of the people were in to town. 

And they were, after my bike ride I did some grocery shopping and the supermarket was packed. I was sure I took some money with me after I wanted to pay my grocery but I had my wallet but I forgot to put some more money in it. I had to use my bankcard, what I didn't use in months, I reminded that there was some money recently put on my account. I hoped it was enough, and it was, pffeeww! Last Friday night I spend sometime with Johannus and Frank in there room, actually Johannus's room, Frank was a visitor of Johannus cause Frank has a place for his own now. 

Frank was so happy with his house, lol, but the first night he called his buddy Johannus to pick him up, he was bored cause he had no tv and no internet. Today Johannus brought him home, he spent 3 days here. Last night I spend aswell time with them, sometimes it's fun with them and I look forward to it, but I like it to be on my own aswell sometimes. Maybe I should be more spending time with other people, I never been such a communicater, but I learned alot and I'm progressing with changes. Why not learn to communicate more then? right? But at the moment I don't feel like communicating much, only when I feel for it.


Today just before dinner Johannus's Son came at my door knocking, I thought, "Again asking me to play some soccer?" He ask me alot these days to play some soccer games, today I didn't feel much for it, I was tired. I opened the door and there he stood, Johannus's Son. He asked me, "Are you comming?" I thought, "Again?" But he meanted actually, come with us to MacDonnalds for a meal. I went with him and with the rest of the Family, I always feel guilty cause I can't pay them back, cause I'm broke. I asked Johannus, "Shall I bring some money?" He said, "I will pay." Sigh! Next time I will pay! 


A few updates.

Like I promised here are a few updates,  I will be getting a few bills what will be huge. There is the rent allowance what they payed me once a month while I was already in Canada, I had to stop this paying but I thought it would stop automaticly when I stopped the rent. Then the care allowance, I had to stop them aswell but I totally forgot them. They payed me too once a month while I was in Canada, it wasn't much but still. I will be getting a bill, and prolly I'm allowed to pay them once a month a small amount of money. Sigh, I wish I got rid of all these bills.

I need to call or message a few other usurances aswell they took money from me every month while I stopped them before I went to Canada, the company is called Ageon. I could use the money well, for my other bills, maybe they will pay me back the money what they took of me. 


So far the updates for now, My head is sometimes a mess, cause there is so much going on. I like to have things in order, like I use to have when I lived on my own. But now I'm in a totally other situation, I never been broke. I know though what it is to live with small money, I did it almost all my life. But I never been broke, I always took good care of my money. Even in Canada, maybe a bit to much. I learned that while being whit Saf, ofcource you need to spend your money together or when someone from the Family is in need of something what costs you, you are there for them, always! 

Tomorrow work again, we are getting a few new employers, let's see what they can do. It will be an early night for me, I need my sleep. So, I will say for now... 


"You are the first thing to enter my mind in the morning and the last thing to leave my heart at night. Good night blog!"