Dave Gahan - Miracles

"Christmas 2011."

"Christmas 2011." 

What can I say, it's been a quiet day. Just a bit that I expected, so that was good. What I didn't expected was the feeling of loneliness hammered in, and that it would hurt. Like the hurting hit me like a hammer in my body, but alright, I don't want to complain to long about this. Next year will be better, way better. I know now what I can expect with Christmas, and who knows that next year December things will be so different, right? I know now already that I will feel alot better next year December then I feel now. I kept saying it a few times today, "No one should ever be alone with Christmas. Goal for next year, never be alone again with Christmas.

I cleaned and organized a few things today, and took my rest. A sleepy Sunday, lol. That can be nice aswell, nothing hectic, nothing busy, just chilling. I checked my mail from yesterday and saw a few mails that will get me busy this comming week. I need to arrange a installments paying for the care-allowance, I need to make copies for the cityhall for aswell a paying. 

And I need a travel insurance, my bank will help me with that. About the copies, I sure could need a copie machine. It's always a bit of a problem where to make or get these copies, last time Humanitas helped me out. I need bank statements from the last two months, logical my bank can help me out, but they sometimes make a problem about things.

Tommorow in the late afternoon the Wonne has a special free Christmas dinner again, atleast a few residents from Humanitas told me. I will see what it is, or if it's going trough. It would be nice though, they always have such nice food. If I have to describe the food... uhm.. it's like 'Grandma' made it, or like Mom use to made, a bit old fashion and almost everything is self made, yum! It was quiet in the street where I lived, I guess everyone was enjoying themselves inside. The weather was dreadfull aswell, rain and grey clouds. Tomorrow one more  day of Christmas, I wonder if people in other countries also have two Christmas days like we have. 

A funny quote to end... 

In the old days, it was not called the Holiday Season; the Christians called it 'Christmas' and went to church; the Jews called it 'Hanukkah' and went to synagogue; the atheists went to parties and drank. People passing each other on the street would say 'Merry Christmas!' or 'Happy Hanukkah!' or (to the atheists) 'Look out for the wall!' ~Dave Barry, "Christmas Shopping: A Survivor's Guide"