Friday, January 25, 2013

Though months ahead... Or?

Though months ahead... Or? 

I would like to write a journal over the months towards my trip to the US, I will be leaving on the 22th Of July at 5:00 pm, I think a journal until then would be nice. Cause it sure is  a happening for me, I can tell you that. I will be flying in a plane again, it's been almost two years since I flew, it's about time. Though it doesn't feel like it's the first time, but yeah, I will have to make a little program of what to do when I arrive at the airport. One thing for sure is that I have to be on time, being on time is my nature, so that's not a problem. My motto is, "better to early then to late!" I'm nervous, nervous over the months towards this trip, perhaps I don't even have to be nervous. I like when everything is settled a 100%, the sooner the better. It gives me rest.

I'm going to meet Jan, she lives near Atlanta. I wish our communication was just a bit better, but communicate trough a computer isn't always easy. I know I can depend on her and I know I can chat with her anytime, but I also don't want to bombard her with talks and questions. Trough a computer you can't  really see what the other person is doing, you have to depend on writings on Facebook, or messengers. Sure you can ask things trough a computer aswell, but I rather talk eye to eye. Though that is not possible when the person lives overseas, I hope my conversations and explanations with Jan are clear and good. Good as in that I understand what she's telling me, and that she understands me what I'm telling her. It'll be alright. 


Today I updated my travel insurance, I can travel now overseas. What I couldn't last year, though the update will last only 45 days and begins on the day I leave, (22th July) I guessed that I won't travel overseas every year, so a short update is perfect. All the groceries are done for this week, and tomorrow I will be a bit busy with Dad's moving. It's the last part I guess, my Aunt called me last night to give me a update. She was friendly and did already alot of things, I guess I will just leave it like it is now. Just being friendly towards each other and probably forget what has happened last year. Though I keep in mind that my Aunt being friendly never lasts, so I'm on my hood.

Tonight I will be going out to a fellow worker, woot? Other fellow workers will come too, we're having a poker night. Although I don't understand poker I was invited anyway, it will be good for me. I need some distraction,this journey to the US is making me nervous,(I don't have to be I know, but I am. Hopefully these following months I will ease down and be more relaxed. You know I think waaaaaaay to much, I think, lol. The flight is settled, my staying is settled, (uhm, I think, STOP! Thinking!!) But what if....... and what if..... Well, "Most of the things you worry about, never happens!" So.....