A well deserved 3 days off...
What a productive day today at work, I did so much, I felt so exhausted but aswell pretty satisfied. I felt one with the other workers, that really gave a good feeling. On our first coffee break the Boss came into our cantine to announce some new news, we have a huge new order, we have to deliver 1600 mats in four weeks. Yikes! The job can be done but it's gonna be a tight one, meaning, were gonna be busy these four weeks. Today we made a start, and we were all working hard. I had to attach the mats and put something more on the mats, I couldn't find the english word for it. I had to make alot of the same handlings and it was quit heavy, but if felt good to had some nice work, I felt satisfied. Though I wish I was healthy without thyroid sympthons, I surely would have worked tomorrow. Fun was aswell the radio blasted loud so now and then, so we all could sing along sometimes.
Looking forward to the three days of aswell, tomorrow I will take it easy. Perhaps some groceries shopping in the morning, I will see. In the late afternoon I will visit Catherine, she is on old resident who lived for several months at Humanitas. Catherine was the girlfirend from Johannnus, together they lived for a few months at Humanitas. I'm sure you will remember them, I wrote alot about them, Catherine and Johannus are the parents from Dylano and Ricardo, yep, 'the' Ricardo.
Sometimes I still miss him, he's now whit his Dad, what he doesn't like. Ricardo wants his Mom, (Catherina and Johannus are seperated) but yeah the warden decided differently. Ofcource both parents want there kids, I hope Ricardo gets his way. So yeah, tomorrow afternoon I will visit Catherina, she's with another guy now, who I know aswell slightly. I won't see Ricardo on my visit, pity but yeah, perhaps soon I will. Hopefully this year.
Saturday, will be a 'radio' day, my first vollunteer job adventure. From 12:00 till 6:00, that's quit a long sit, I will see how that goes. I'm not nervous.... yet! Lol, I will just let this adventure come over me, I'm gonna try it and do my best. I will be doing the technique together with another professional technician, eek? Naaah! When I'm thinking about building up my social life, and thinking I'm doing well. In don't want to drown myself in it, don't have to have each day something that will socialize me. I would like to keep sometimes for myself aswell, that's important too right? I don't have that feeling when I'm home that I feel a panic, like, "Oh no I have to get out of here, I'm dying from sadness or feeling lonely." I don't have that. I like it on my own so now and then, just some time on the laptop or perhaps watch a movie, or read, or whatever. Just a 'me' time.
