Just another manic Monday...

Just another manic Monday... 

I woke up last night at 2:30 am this morning, there was a full moon and it shinned right in the livingroom. The full moon shinnend even brighter cause of the no curtains in the house, from my sleeping room I can look right into the livingroom. It was a bit scary and it kept me awake, lol, silly me. I was just waiting for a huge shadow what will apear in the room, booh!! I was thinking if I close my eyes the shadow will apear, so I have to keep my eyes open, lol. Not so easy though when you just woke up and you want to go back to sleep. It kept me awake, sigh! Solution? I grabbed a few sheets and covered two windows so I could not  peek anynmore into the livingroom. But then it was already 5 am, and was thinking, "If I fall asleep now I will oversleep myself," so I doozled a bit and then got up.

I will catch my sleep the next night, I thought. I need curtains! And I will get them this week, lol, no matter what! I think aswell that people who live across me think I am peeking trough there windows, but I am not. So yeah, my mission is to get curtains this week! Another nice day at work today,  before I go to work I ride my bike first to Humanitas to pick up a good friend, Henkie, we ride both together to our work. When I arrived at Humanitas and saw the entrance and the little gate, I had double feelings, thinking of how it was the last months, and that I missed it a tiny bit. Thinking "I was there once." It is just a week ago, I know, but still. Today at work my Boss wanted to invite me to a meeting this comming Wednesday, we will be going to another city just me and him. Were gonna try to sell our products on a factory market. First I thought, "Eeek, naah, I do not really feel to go."

I was thinking to say no but said "Yes I will come,"  instead, lol I thought for a change I will say yes, cause I ussualy say no, BUT I never say no, it´s ussualy yes, when I actually mean no. I had doubts but I already said yes to the invite, I actually did not had a change that much to say no, but okay. The reason of actually saying and meaning no was because Wednesday is my rest day, a really must rest day. I really have to divide my energy over the week, cause of my sick thyroid. I can manage alot but I need my rest aswell, but okay wednesday for a change I will go with my boss to that market, should be fun. I spoke later on with my Boss and explained him that Wednesday is actually my rest day, he knew that. My Boss told me that I could take the next day a half day off. Fair enough! Settled!

Within two weeks I will have to do some blood work again for my thyroid, I´m still on a high dosis of medication, the higer dosis is just to get a good blood level again, cause a month ago my blood levels were kind of messed up. I can not keep taking the higher doses though, otherwise my blood level will go to high. It´s hard to explain it in english, lol, I need a certain balance in my blood for my thyroid, when my blood level is to high, I will get a lower dosis of medication. And when to low I will get a higher dosis. Sometimes the levels are like a jojo, going up and down, with the right dosis of medication I need to get a good balance, and that is not always easy. But I can live with that, I am used to it.