"It's not always that easy."

"It's not always that easy."

Writing everyday a post.... When I started this blog I made my self a deal that I wanted to write everyday one post. But it ain't that easy sometimes. Sometimes I don't even have a a clue where or what to write about, just like now, lol! But that's okay, I have a deal with myself. Sometimes I just start with one line and then I continue further with writing, then I will see where it ends. I really like my blog, I didn't read it back once, but I will one day. I started with writing almost a year ago, and the following  year has been quit a year, I really had enough news to write about. Just so now and then there were those plain laidback days, where I just had nothing to write. Those are the times when it ain't easy to write a post, lol. 

Sometimes my English isn't so well, sometimes I even use Google translate or Wikipedia to translate my words. Their not always a help, lol. Then I'll have to come up with something and  figure out a word that 'might' sound the same as I had in mind. Or I hope the choosen word makes sense, lol, I know some words doesn't make sense, that's okay I guess. Back to this cold day, yeah it was pretty cold. Specialy in the morning, I was wearing a thicker hat and a thicker scarf. I could use some thicker gloves aswell. I have a day off tomorrow, I will have a look at gloves then. Though I'm still taking it easy with money, cause of the trip to London. Feels a bit akward though, I payed the trip already and it's all confirmed. But a week before leaving to London I will recieve a final confirming from the travel company. Eeek!!!


Work is going well, I started of with 3 half days a month ago, at the moment I'm on two whole days and one half day. My goal is to work 3 whole days. That's the plan of my Boss too, atleast that is what she told me. I keep my fingers crossed, cause I so want this job! I'm doing my best with work, and my fellow workers are happy with me, I'm doing my work good. I get compliments from my Boss. But still sometimes I don't feel satisfied about working 3 whole days, but it's all I can. I really hope and pray that at the end of my 3 months 'test' working my Boss wont say, "Hey were sorry, we can't hire you, thank you and goodbye." I know it's to early to say that, but still it sometimes flashes trough my mind. My working mate (who came aswell from Reha) works 5 whole days, he has more chance to get hired. 


Sssshhh Sjon, it's enough! Stop worrying, and do your best at work! I will, and I gotta stop thinking. Keeping my fingers crossed though.