Weekend!

Weekend! 

It's only Thursday and it feels like Friday, blame the Thursday's work. Thursday's is always our last work-day of the week at Reha. We clean up around 4:00 pm and leave at 4:30 pm and wishing everyone a good weekend. Today was a nice day at work, we didn't had much people, only the ones who always show up. We were with three men today, and that was it. The last two days I worked behind a machine with cardboard, it's a bit boring work cause it's mostly the same over and over. We put a big cardboard box in a machine, the machine puts a little tape on it and done! But today I made something out of wood, a garden-working-table, yeah, let's call it that. (see picture)

it's not the table I made, but just to get an idea what kinda table it is.

My boss, give a little paper with some measures on it for the wood I needed, and he had a example of the table to have a look at. I worked alone at that table and I really enjoyed it, sometimes the second boss comes to have a look and helps out sometimes with giving advices. I like working alone, or it has to be with someone who doesn't give me pressure or bad comments, (like yesterday, right Frank? He meant it good though) I can be handy and fast, but get sometimes nervous when people push me, then I might make little mistakes. I should learn not to. 

How is my paper-business going? Well, I'm still waiting for mail from my care allowance. They payed me to much money while I was in Canada, I thought I was sure I stopped the allowance when I planned to go live in Canada. The to much payed money I have to pay back myself, but I'm waiting for a mail to confirm that I have to do that and how much I have to pay back. Further I'm still looking for a own doctor, but almost every doctor here in Almelo doesn't take new patients, I keep looking. And further it's wating and waiting for my extra money, but it's comming, were working on it.


I had a nice e-mail back from Saf this morning, I wrote her a message asking how she was. I decided to send her a message, cause, although I'm doing the 'No contact,' so now and then a little message asking how she is and how the kids are doesn't do harm, right? Saf told me she was fine, and told me the 'suprise' has arrived. Yay! The suprise for Tasn's birthday has arrived. I sent her some gifts for her birthday, a bit to soon but okay. It did me good to hear that she got the gift and that she was happy with that. Happy Birthday girl, I love you! 


I wrote Saf the message cause I want to keep the peace, and not be enemies. That's what I never wanted, become enemies after our break up. Saf and I broke up cause in the end it just didn't work with us, I didn't want to admit that. I went on and on and tried again and again, I accepted the break up along time ago already. It's fine now, but like I said, I would like to keep the peace and not become enemies, we are both moving on, two seperate people living two seperate lives. I learned alot while being in a relationship, I have accepted it for what it is, now its time for me to let go and move on.

Secretly Saf has always be a bit my life teacher, I learned alot these last years. I truly hope we both find whatever we are looking for, I wish her and her kids all the best. But I don't see it as a farewell, so now and then a 'hello, how are you?' is my wish. 


For tomorrow I wish some relaxing and rest, it's been a busy working week. I haven't planned a thing yet, I will let it all come to me.  The weather will be good on us, 19 degrees and sunshine on Saturday they said.