Maybe, perhaps, I might, I don't know...
I maybe, perhaps, might stop writing posts, I'm not sure yet. I wrote more then 940 posts, everyday 1 post, without skipping. It's nice to write, but just that sometimes it's not that easy to write a post. Just like today I didn't do much, so there's not much to write. Well, I'm writing now, so, lol. If I stop I will stop on my 1000th post. Or perhaps after my adventurous trip to Atlanta. Georgia USA, but it's still a 'if.' Sometimes, just sometimes I look back at the written posts. It's interesting to see what I have all been trough or what I have done, it brings good and less good memories. I see aswell sometimes writing mistakes, then I have to change that mistake, lol, always!
Today we celebrate Pentecost, or as we called it 'Pinksteren.' Just like with Easter there are little fests and markets in every village and city in Holland. In the city where I live there are a few areas with stores open. It's nice to visit, though it's alot nicer with a full wallet, lol. I still haven't a idea what I will do tomorrow, I will just see what it brings. Our city Almelo, can be sometimes boring, there's just no that much to do. I got bored today aswell , I wished that I could visit someone or just go out and meet people. Why didn't I? I don't know. Sometimes I have that feeling, specially in the weekends. I could use some more social contacts, "I have to be patience, the contacts will come."
That's what the councelor told me last Wednesday. Hmm, yeah, he's right. Though, starting something to get me in the right way for social contacts is never wrong, right? Most of the time I'm good being on my own, but just that sometimes I wish that I could go somewhere where I could meet people. It's good for me, it's good to socialize, it gives a boost and a good feeling. I have been searching online for a few hours this afternoon, but just like usual, nothing! I haven't heard anything yet from the volunteer agency yet, they would call me, but, nothing. Wednesday I will surprise them with a visit, and I got a few other ideas. Nope, I'm not giving up, lol. And yes, I will be patient aswell, no rush.
