Haven't heard anything about my Dad since yesterday, I should inform actually but nervous to do that. I don't want to get worried about Dad's sickness, I know it's not right. No news, is good news my Mom always said, I will hear it from my Aunt tomorrow. My Aunt and Uncle will bring the stuff what Dad can't use anymore, they are mostly kitchen items and decorations, plus a few things more. Though I think about my Dad, thinking how he is feeling, or how is doing. Thinking about it makes me go quiet and worried. I wish I could stop worrying, it's like I worry about every little thing, even things what I don't even have to worry about. Worry less, they say, yeah well, it isn't that easy. To much worry is not healthy, I know.
Sometimes I feel it to that I worry to much, pressure on my chest, tiredness. All signs of to much worry. The last few months I have a pain on my chest, specially when I have to sneeze. When I have to sneeze a pain goes trough my chest, near my heart. Though my heart is in good health, I had tests last year, and my heart was perfect.
(One worry less,lol.) I'm not going to a Doctor with 'that' pain, I been there before, twice already, they couldn't find anything. Blood pressure is also good, must be the nerves. It's oblivious that I worry to much. Well, not all the time. But, anyway, gonna keep it it in mind, "Worry less!"
This working day went well, though there's not much to do. It's rare for me that this is happening. I can't remember that this 'not much work' was also kast year. We really could use some more orders, perhaps new customers too. At our section are working six people, an that's alot when there's not much work. I should take a day off sometimes, if I would do that it would be my first day off, lol. I never ever have taken a day off, and I have 'free' days enough. Maybe it's the fact that I already have free days during the week that I work. I work on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday, the other days are free days.
