2 warm chocolate milk and 2 biscuits.
I bumped into 'Ina' this morning in a store while I was doing my Friday morning shopping. Ina is a old resident from Humanitas, we spend time together and had fun, laughter but aswell drama and tears. Long story short, back then at Humanitas some old residents found it probably funny when they were pushing me and Ina me towards each other. We both ended up with a self made small dinner together, and later on we went to her room. We were both apparently not ready for a relationship but we kinda tried it anyway I think. We both ended up kissing each other, but after 5 seconds I stopped her, I wasn't ready, we both cried a little and felt bad towards each other. In other words, it was drama. Conclusion: I was liking the attention and probably Ina aswell, we both needed just an arm on our shoulders nothing more.
Anyway, Ina lives three or four blocks away from me, and we get along quit good, there's absolutely no relationship, and that won't ever happen. Were just friends. She's funny, she's nice to talk to, sometimes she visits me and I do too. She fun to hang around with, but like I said, having a relationship with her won't ever happen. She's definitely not my type to have a relationship with, plus she's still has contact with her ex so now and then, cause of her children. Ina talks alot, has funny jokes and likes to help around. She even offered to help me with sewing curtains, yeah, she's quit handy. So yeah, this morning I bumped into her at the Hema
, the Hema
is a store like Walmart
, but then ten times smaller, lol
. We talked a bit and then she offered me a drink, "I like to sit here so now and then, and have a little coffee." she
said.
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| 2 warm chocolate milk and 2 biscuits |
Ina wanted to pay her own drink, but I said, "Let me buy the drinks today." Ina allowed, lol. We both sat down at a little table with our huge cuppa's warm chocolate with cream. We sat there for a little 30 minutes, talking and having fun jokes, afterwards she thanked me and she told me, "We have to go out one day, Ikea or something." I agreed. I'm trying to have a new group of friends around me, like I said before, I would like to be surrounded by (new) people where I can communicate with or go out with, etc, etc. Ina is one of the 'normal' persons where I would like to hang out with so now and then, just hang out as friends do, no worries here. Ofcource I will keep an eye open and be on my hood when things get to crazy with me. I know what I want and I know what I'm able of at the moment.
Today was a nice day, I did my groceries like usual on Friday's. I cleaned the floors like I planned, sigh, what a work. Tomorrow I will make a littler start with my second painting, lol. I want to paint the walls in my little storage room. Should be done within a few hours, it's a small room. I had a unexpected phone call from the volunteer's agency aswell, they asked me how it went with my last vacancy. (I responded on a vacancy 2 months ago, it was a 'get together dinner' with a bunch of people once in two weeks. We will buy the groceries together, cook together and eat it together) I told them that I didn't heard from them back, and it's been two months now, I'm about to give up. The lady from the volunteers agency who was on the phone with me wants to get in touch with the 'get together dinner,' and will let me know how that went. Nice, cause it's all taking so slow this volunteers goal.
