I had the craziest idea to go today to the doctor for the hematoma instead of tomorrow, I just couldn't wait any longer, nerves made me made this desicion. I figured that I couldn't bring it up otowait that long if I would go on Wednesday. I needed to know now what's going on with this weird hematoma, and on this working day I will have lots of distractions, and that will be good for my worries and nerves. Oh god, silly weird me! Lol! Get those worries out of my head, lol. Anyway, I went to work and waited till 8:00 am and called from work my doctor. I used the phone from the cantine, but geesh, I couldn't hear a thing, even not when I sat in the cantine. Lol, I sat on the toilet with one finger in my ears and still I had to listen good. Though I made the appointment, I had to be at the doctor at 9:40. I left work at 9:15 and arrived at 9:30, it was busy. The doctor called me in at 10:00, 20 minutes to late, but oh well.
I asked the doctor friendly why it took so long, he told me that some patients really come to the point not untill after the end of there conversation. Then the doctor asked why I was here, I told about my hematoma, and I had to show it. I was pretty nervous, but after he told me that I didn't have to worry I felt relieved. The doctor asked me if I fell or something or bumped into something, I told him that I fell of my bike a few months ago, but I really couldn't remind myself that I fell on that spot where I have the hematoma. The doctor told me that it's just a innocent hematoma, "You prolly fell or bumped into your thigh when you fell," the doctor told me. (A torn muscle?) Weird and akward that I have the hematoma on that spot, anyway, the hematoma will vanish within three or four weeks he told me... So, end of my worries. I never had a hematoma I think, atleast not this big. I totally forgot about my fall too from a few months ago too.
I wasn't even 15 minutes at the doctor, and went back on my bike towards work. All took less then a hour. Work went well today, as always. Busy and enough to do, upcomming Tuesday I will get a conversation with my Boss and my Reha counselor, I'm sure I will get results then. It's about time, a few workers are about to leave aswell, cause there hiring contracts are ended. Some of the fellow workers were telling me that I might have to go too, but some were positive asweell, some said, "I will be suprised that you not get hired." I told them the oppisite, I will be suprised that I will get a hire contract. I think next Tuesday will be my klast day at work, but oh I will be so happy that I can stay, I'm just going out from the worse... Untill then I will do my best with work, like I always did.
