"Times will change."

"Times will change."

The times will change when I live on my own, I had a meeting with Paula this morning, and she told me that I should ask for information for a loan at the citybank. I will be living on my own, then I should be able to pay my rent, usurances and bills. And then there's the furniture I need and the rest that a house needs, washingmachine, oven, etc, etc. For that kinda stuff I can go to the Citybank here in Almelo and ask them for a loan, ofcource I have to pay the loan back, but that's alright. 

If the loan is not possible then I can ask for information by the social services, I really could need the loan. The furniture doesn't have to be brand new, there are loads of nice stuff here second hand. Although a few things I don't like to buy second hand, like a fridge, washingmachine or a oven, I rather have that new. Cause I always ask myself why are they selling it, perhaps one button doesn't work or something, then I have to repair it and it will cost me double. No, please a new fridge, washingmachine or oven, thank you! 

Rain~

Does someone needs some rain? We have lots of it today! It's nice though, the shops or other atractions are closed anyway. It's nice staying home and be on the laptop with a nice coffee beside me , while the laundry is spinning.It's an easy day today, the people here are bored and tired after yesterday's madness. It sure was fun though, it's a nice ending of the weekend. Tomorrow starts the last week of the three days at work, Thursday will be the last day and then it's vacation time. Four weeks of rest and perhaps boredom, but I'm sure I will find something to do. I already planned a day out to the big city 'Amsterdam.'


Celebrity past away~


Amy Whinehouse past away, most people aren't suprised about it. The news was suprising though, I never knew she was still so young. She died of a overdose of ecstasy, everyone knew she smoked and drank alot. I wasn't a big fan of her but I liked her powefull soul voice and some of her songs. She was a great talent R.I.P  Amy! 

I just listened to "Rehab" again and the irony is devastating, she sould have gone to rehab!

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go

I'd rather be at home with Ray
I ain't got seventeen days
'Cause there's nothing, there's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from Mr. Hathaway

I didn't get a lot in class
But I know we don't come in a shot glass

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go

The man said, "Why do you think you here?"
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/amy-winehouse-lyrics/rehab-lyrics.html ]
I said, "I got no idea"
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near

He said, "I just think you're depressed
Kiss me, yeah baby and go rest"

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know

I don't ever wanna drink again
I just, ooh, I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
Have everyone think I'm on the mend

And it's not just my pride
It's just 'til these tears have dried

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go....