"Cooling down."
Last night the thunder came rolling in with lots of rain, it was extremely hot yesterday.
and now it's much cooler. It gives an akward feeling, hot inside the houses and outside you really need a jacket. 33 degrees versus 20 degrees, a difference of 13 degrees. Today I rested but not that much, I was tired from the last two hot days.It's been a week now since Ina and I been pushed to get something going, what a week all can do. I'm good now the feelings and thoughts seemed to be vanished slowly away. It's suprising though, within a week all the feelings are almost gone. It made me tired all these thoughts and thinking what I did, and all the wantings to be with her,etc, etc.
In the end of the week I thought, I'm not gonna put any energy in it anymore, I was done. Just friends and make fun with each other, nothing serious. Ina and I are getting along well. We talk and make jokes, her Daughter is funny too. Today she had her rapport and she showed it to me and Daniel, Daniel and I were visiting Ina in the early afternoon. Daniel gave Ina's daughter some little money, I forgot my wallet, but made it up later today with some chocolate and some little money. Ina's daughters name is Romy. Two residents will be leaving tomorrow and Friday, Friday it's Johannus's turn and tomorrow it's Rene's turn. Rene is a resident who needs help taking care of himself, he can do his own stuff but sometimes needs guiding.
Rene is the first resident I met when I made my entrance to Humanitas, they all thought we could be brothers. We look alike, but there's differences. Rene has been here for almost one and a half year, and that's a record at Humanitas. He has been replaces to another city, he get's a bigger room and has to pay less. Rene has it difficult at the moment saying his goodbye, I can imagine that, he's been here to long. I hope he's doing well in his other place. Friday it's Johannus's turn, I was planning a nice goodbye with my buddy Ricardo, but hmm, he's naughty lately. I had to sent him quit alot upstairs to his Dad. I hope the goodbye goes well, I need a nice goodbye.
Johannus invited me tomorrow night in his room, we will be drinking a few beers I guess. Just like the old days when he wasn't seperated from his ex. You were always welcome in there room, to have a snack or a drink, what has happened to those days? Humanitas is like a rollercoaster always on the move. New people come, and others go, and all with there own story and there own background.
