Sunday's, what can I say about Sunday's. I'm not doing much on Sunday's, though these day's fly by pretty fast, even though I'm not doing that much. Like usual, I cook dinner, prepair lunch for tomorrow's work, shower, sometimes I iron and fold laundry. Resting for another full week, work, free dinners, socializing with 'friends.' Yeah, 'friends.' I still get around with my friends from Humanitas and surroundings, but I'm not that happy with them, they give me not that a satisfied feeling. I could use some other friends or just more friends. The 'friends' I get around with at the moment are not really my type, they are just different. I can tell that they are from a different environment, they are the kind of people to not mess around with, kinda.
I can see so much difference when I'm around my 'friends,' or with the people where I work with. I even can see difference when I'm shopping or have other appointments where I see or meet other people. I'm still working and looking around for other socialisment, but to get rid of the 'friends' I have now isn't that easy. I can make it less, and less, and less, and then, maybe au revoir. Though Iguess they will always stick around.But anyway, one day.... right? Today I have been exploring once again the biggest airport (in my eyes) from America, Hartsfield Jackson Airport in Atlanta. Yes, "The trip," of the year this summer. There's almost not a day when I don't think about it, I'm excited mostly, but aswell there's still some nerves.
I keep thinking to myself when I'm nerves,"What's the worst that can happen?" Well, the worst that can happen for me is, not that there's a delay, not that the plane will crash, not that I won't be to late for departure, not that I forget my passport or suitcase, I can go on and on. The worst thing that can happen is that the person that I'm going to visit is not showing up somehow, she might get lost, or I'm gonna get lost, so that we miss out on each other. According to my flight/travel papers I will arrive in Atlanta on 8:30 pm, that's already late in the evening. What if we both miss out on each other? What to do then? Or in the worst case, where can I stay? I know I need to stop those thoughts, stop the 'what if this' and 'what if that,' just that sometimes they show up.
Should I make a plan B? LOL, stop it Sjon? Hey, I'm just writing down my thoughts, lol. That's where this blog is for too, you know. Plan B, I think I have a few plan B's, take a taxi to the place where I have to be, (Jan's house) or call her, ask her if she's there, or where do I go? Let it be announced trough a speaker that I arived, and that I'm standing in hal B or hal C devastated for example, lol. Plan's enough, and still. It's still four and a half months, I'm gonna get myselfa heart attack if I don't stop worrying, lol. It's not that bad! It's gonna be great, it's gonna be okay, but it's okay to have nerves too, right? It's normal, it goes automaticly, ans there's excitment aswell, LOTS of excitment! So, all good? Yeah!
