Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

The first snow fell in Holland, and there's always a bit of excitment if that happens. I loved it when I was a kid, and still I think it has something nice, I noticed a little bit excitment aswell. They forspelled heavy snowfall though, but it's been alright here in the east of Holland. I saw the news, they filmed a few spots where the snow fell but all that fuss about a little bit of snow, I mean, it wasn't that much. Though, it's still cold, freezing five or six degrees in the daytime, and there is a bit snow on the ground. More snow will fall in the weekend, it's all fine with me. I think I will take some pictures tomorrow, it's such a nice vieuw. Yay, picture hunting tomorrow.

So, I had a really nice unexpected message back from the 'radio,' two actually. The first message was from my assistant who helped me with being a techician, he told me he found it a pity that I stopped, and he didn't quit understand my choice of quiting, cause I did well. But he respected my choice. The second message was from the DJ, he aswell couldn't understand  why I quited, he respected aswell my quiting. But he wanted to know why I stopped more clearer, he wanted to know what the problem was, in other words he would like to help me out and get me back on the radio. He told me aswell there are several other options to work at the radio, options who are less stressfull. I was thrilled and felt honored, I answered him back and explained in every detail why I still felt nerves doing my thing at the radio. 

Mostly it's the nerves of screwing up the (live) program, and remembering so many things during the program is hard to do. Usually I forget things, and there's so much to remember as  a technician. So, yeah, sitting as a technician in a radioshow six hours long with nerves is not what I really had in mind when I was searching for vollunteers work. Though I have doubts trying it again as a technician, but the DJ told me there were several other options to do at the radio, he even named a few. "Upcomming Wednesday eve' I have a radioshow, but after the show you can come for a little chit chat and we will see what's next for you" he told me. I will be there, cause I like radio and I have come already so far. Even though I'm nerves and made a few mistakes, I  stood trough it, and it wasn't that bad. Knowing that it's for sure a shame to give it up.

Today was a resting day, I'm still a bit worried about my money. All I can do is take it easy with my little fortune, lol. I explained my worries aswell to my counselor and also about yesterdays conversation at work. (staying or going) My counselor understood my worries and shared them with me, about the conversation from yesterday at work he told me that I only can hope for the best. When I heard about the heavy snowfall in the morning I bought my groceries earlier then usual, I heared that the heavy snow was on his way, the snow was already going from west to east. I jumped in my warm clothing and took off. Dam,  it was cold! There were not many people on the road, but the grocerie store was quit busy. I didn't need much, oh I love the cheap grocrie hunting, what's the cheapest! No, honestly, I like it. 

Just before I got back it started a bit to snow, nice! But the heavy snowfall didn't come, in the rest of Holland yes, but not here. We have a little bit of snowing laying on the ground and it looks nice, with a misty sky and the sun all blurry, love it. I took a nice nap after lunch, usually I go lay on the bed but this time I just sat on the couch, head back and snoozing. I snoozed quit long, lol, I was suprised I snoozed for an hour. Like I said, a nice resting day with not much to do. Tomorrow maybe to my Dad, I will see what the weather brings and if I have money for the train. I haven't seen Dad in a few weeks, it's about time.