"I'm checking it twice, and again, and again."

"I'm checking it twice, and again, and again." 

I checked many times today if I had my keys with me, just to be sure, lol. It's good though, I should do it more often, cause I almost know that it could happen again. If it does, then I'm prepaired. I putted one key in my wallet, and one on top of the window frame above the door. Now you all know this I don't hope you come all into my house to steel my gold and other expensive stuff, My Dad used to say, "I always leave a wallet on the kitchentable when I go to bed, otherwise the burgelars come for nothing." Silly funny man. It's good to be carefull, better checking it a million times if I have my keys with me then not checking it at all.

The days off work are going fast, it's Saturday eve' already, the time flies. I finnished the laundry today and did my groceries for the week. I sent another present today overseas, there's a birthday comming up in October somewhere. Cle's birthday. Allthough I forgot the actual date, but the present will arrive and that's the main thing. It's the fifth present I sent this year, I don't know,  but I like giving presents, searching for the right gift for that person, I love it. About sending birthday gifts to Saf's kids, I don't see any harm in that, infact in my eyes I own them these presents. I really had a good and great time with them, I spend alot of time with them, with some of them a bit less, but still I love them all. I'm sure the presents will be smaller year by year, but a huge present or a tiny present I guess  it's the kindness of the present what it does, it's a nice gesture.

Talking about overseas and Saf, sigh. I just don't know but I still haven't got a reply from her about my belongings. Maybe I should just leave it, but, I don't know.There is still the deal. If Saf is busy with other things, then just let her give me a message that she is busy, I will understand. If she can't afford the sending of my belongings, let her send me a message, I will understand. I really have time aswell, when she sends me my belongings next year, I don't mind. Even if she has a good reason to not send the belongings, I'm sure we will talk things out without arguess or without getting mad at each other, cause that's the last thing I want. I need a message back when I ask kindly for my belongings, that's all. Saf always replied when I send her a message, she even was excited when I told her I found a house, "Show me pictures when you have decorated your house," she replied.  And I did but after that...nothing.

I'm not stalking her or spy on her, I'm not even send her a message every week or month or even longer, were not talking. What suprises me that she was excited and happy first about my house, and now all of a sudden nothing. See, I don't mind if we don't talk anymore in the near future, I live my life and she lives her life, we walk our own paths what is ahead of us, that's good. Wishing each other the best, but ignorance, I dislike that at the moment when I ask for my belongings. I messaged Saf two times now in two months asking for my belongings, that ain't much. Sometimes it botheres me but mostly I just think, "Oh well!'