Cold!!

Cold!!

I can't believe that I layed on the beach a month ago, it must have been a dream. I'm cold, I have put a second blanket on my bed, and don't know if or when I'm gonna put the heater on. Though I worked with short sleeves today, a bit cold in the morning but later on it went warmer. Work went fine today, I had a few moments I felt pressure on my chest, that wasn't a pleasant feeling. It worried me and I decided to take it easy, yeah, I should rest more when I have days of. Later on I felt a bit better, lately I have to go to the bathroom more often then normal aswell for a 'small message.' If you know what I mean. Last night while I had my sleep I had to get up three times for that small message. Normally I never have to get up. 

Work was busy, some orders had to be done today, and some this week. Never a boring moment at our section lately, I like it. Though the chest pain worries me slightly a bit, Wednesday I will ask for the blood results for my thyroid at my Doctor. I wonder what the results will be, I guess I have to take care of my energy just a bit more, spread my energy over the days and take my rest. Sometimes I feel great and then I just give it a bit more then usual. over-excited I guess. Anyway, we will see... Last Saturday night I sent Saf a tiny letter trough the mail, why? I don't know, I thought, why not? It's been a while since I let hear from me, two or three months. Just a tiny regular message with asking hows she is doing and how the kids are. 

Were not enemies, we broke up and that's all. I could aswell not let hear from me, and let the two years I have been in Canada just be, like nothing has happened. Although we broke up we had some fun and good times aswell, I just can't forget that, it's a nice memory. once or twice a year sending a mail would be nice, maybe it fades away as the years go by, I don't know. Saf didn't reply yet.