If two wrongs don't make a right, try three.
Laying on the couch with my laptop on my legs, when I turn my head to the right, I saw a little low table and it has a nice warm cuppa coffee on it. Sometimes the little things can make you feel like your on a paradise. This relaxation was needed and I was looking for ward to it, I had a exhausting day at work. This morning went fine at Slettenhaar, I like it there, the other workers are starting to talk aswell, that's a comfy feeling. Sometimes I can be like a wall-flower, aproach me for a talk and I will talk to you, but when I have to aproach you, wait! Just a bit to shy, and I'm not that a talker. In the past I was mostly like that, specially at school, oh dear, I was never on the foreground. I guess I could blame I was a kid alone with no brothers and sisters, just Mom, Dad and me. Since I have been in Canada, many things changed, aswell as my time at Humanitas. I had lots of people around me in Canada and Humanitas. I can say I can (and will) aproach people easier now.
Alright, back to the couch, I'm exhausted, I did a bit to much today. After Slettenhaar I went to Reha, and I shouldn't have done that. Ofcource it was nice to see the other workers again, but I felt tired. I did my work though in my own tempo, like my Boss told me too. But still. I finnished at four and was riding back home with some other workers from Reha, when I arrived at home I felt it, heavy on my chest and just felt exhausted. When I get my rest I start to feel it, when I go on with working, I won't feel it that much. But going on and ignoring that I'm tired that's where I go wrong. It's ussualy at the end of the day, when I feel it, and notice it I did to much. Ofcource everyone is tired after a day work, but for me it's just different. I did more then I could bare, maybe I was a bit to excited, then my mind does not listen, when my body says stop. Mostly my body will win though and then I will take it easy.
Solution? I will change my working schedule, my plan is to focus more on my new job, Reha is not that important at this moment. Reha is only important for keeping contact with them over my new job, inform them about how it's going at my new job. Working at Reha at this moment is just for pleasure, cause I miss the other workers or I miss working with wood. Now I will stop with working at Reha, but will keep contact. I work now three half days at Slettenhaar, Now the Boss at Slettenhaar would like that I work four or better fivew half days. First I will try to get used to the three half days, then with in two weeks I will try four half days, then perhaps slowly building it up too Five half days. I just will see. My Boss at Reha would like to see me working at Reha aswell, but I need to think of myself aswell, and I will.
I love my couch, stirring my spoon around and around in my cuppa coffee, lol. Relaxation, after writing this post I will visit my City, City? Yeah, my City in Cityville on Facebook. It's getting a kind of a habbit, lol. It's all about building houses, community buildings, shops and lot's of other stuff, everything what a city needs. It's like being a major of your own city, I like it! But it's getting thougher and thougher now, I need to build more houses to get more citizens. But the lack of space to build these house, ugh! Sometimes it ain't that easy. Alright, let me get going to my City, I need to harvest some black berries, I'm such a goose, lol!
