Weekend!!

Weekend!! 

Time for the weekend!! No plans for the weekend though, I will just see what the following days will bring me. Tomorrow my counselor will come for my weekly counseling, let's see what he has now on his liver, lol. I did my homework, one of the things I had to do was making a sociagram. A sociagram is about yourself and the 'ones' who stands close to you. Draw a circkel, and draw yourself in the middle of the circle. Then draw the persons who you want with you  in that circlel, but they have to be drawn on a certain distance from you. Who will you draw next to you are the closest to you? It could be your parents or your friend of niece for example. And who do you want a bit further from you or out of the circel? It sounds easy but it ain't. 

I finnished it today, it suprises me I had drawn  alot of people but most of them are to far from me to reach them in that circel. My Mom and Dad are the closest and outside or close to the circle stands my Family, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, ect, ect, I really have nothing with my Family over the last five or six years. I'm really okay with that, it has always been that way. They live there lives and I live mine. When I got back from Canada, they weren't there, when I needed help in Canada to return with nothing they weren't there. Yeah, only one Aunt and Uncle, bless them. They have always been there when help was needed, for example with my Dad or me, but when I needed help while I was in Canada and needed to return to Holland it was though to get help from them. 


They just didn't wanted to understand why I went to Canada and why I needed to return. I sent them so many messages, I called even a few times, and then finally at last they helped me out, not enough, but okay every help was welcome. Now that I'm back they message me every week asking me how it goes, I reply to them whenever I feel too. Just like they did while I was in Canada, I accomplished alot by myself and that feels 'damn' good. Anyway... One with today, I'm waiting for the Winter actually but it seems the Dutch weather wont give in. 18 degrees today, here and there a bit grey clouds, but warm. Outstanding weather, I tell you. Work went well today, I worked a half day. Within one week I will have to work one whole day more. 


I think the Thursday is perfect for a whole day to work, Don't ask me why but I just have that feeling. Monday a half day, Tuesday a whole day then Wednesday a day off, and Thursday a whole day, sounds good. I had a little accident aswell at work, oh well, while working such things can always happen. I cutted myself with a utility knife, Ouch! I worked almost two hours with that knife and nothing bad happend, then when I wanted to clean up cause I was done with my duty, grabbed the knife to put it away and grabbed in the knife instead of the handgrip. Just a cut but ouch, 3 or 4 bandages fixed the wound. Just my luck that the cut didn't went deeper.