They say it's your birthday...
On with this day, Sunday today, it was for sure not a sunny day, it was grey and cold. I talked to someone online last night, and she told me to go out and sniff some air. I had it bad last night, you could say the whole day actually. The deleted pictures argue between Saf and me yesterday hitted me good, still I don't blame her being angry. My heart is heavy lately.
I've been researching today online trying to find a recovery thingy for my computer. Just trying to see if I could get the deleted pictures back. I even found (I thought) on Facebook a topic about "How to get your deleted Facebook pictures back." After a while I stopped cause in the end it's no use, cause it was all fake sites trying to get money out of your pocket. "Am I going nuts? No! Do I have to do this? No, don't you have other things to do? Yes, but, I thought, "Let me just try this, and I will see what happens." Blame it on my guilty feelings.
It was time to get out of the house to sniff some air, just like I planned. I made a few sandwiches and grabbed an apple (lunch) And there I went, I jumped on my bike and headed to the forest. It was cold and grey but it was nice, the air did me good. I didn't went that far cause the forest was close by, I took some nice pictures aswell. Come have a look...
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| Forest art! |
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| Farmers cutted down tree's to make a new forest. |
Like I said I didn't feel like going far in the forest, I rather stayed home. And do my things. But I was happy I went out. Lots of people go walk in the forest or elsewhere here in this village. What else can they do here on Sunday? Every shop is closed. Usually on Saturdays it shopping day, and lots of markets. Same ol' same ol', you gotta love it or hate it, there's no other way. Today I talked to Saf again, It was okay, and it felt good. I was quit nervous though, nervous to screw up things again, nervous of saying the wrong words. I really gotta stop that being so fragile and nervous.
Man up! Show wat you got, and don't be afraid! I'm sure Saf is feeling the same way, Man up! I'm a tiny bit nervous for the comming next week, cause there will be alot going on. Hopefully the meeting with 'Humanitas'will be there, hopefully Gak is going to pay me some money finally, either way if Gak does not want to pay, then the goverment HAS to pay. I hope this week will be good for me, first the dentist appointment at 3:15pm then Tuesday my birthday! I want just money instead of a cake. Money with 43 candles!
