"It's the little things that does it sometimes."
Arriving at the doctor the doctor's assistant told me there's been a few things changed over the years you been in Canada, two or three years ago I needed a special card for visiting hospitals. Now the card is gone, now they use stickers instead. I'm going to check my blood at the hospital this comming Friday. When I was living still in Nijverdal I could just stay in the same doctor's building and check my blood there, but this isn't Nijverdal. I really wonder what my blood results will be, I was tired today, I tried to take a few naps but I couldn't catch my sleep. The tiredness felt like a rock on my chest, I'm used to feel tired though but still. I think it's good that I'm gonna check my blood, it's about time.
Another guy will be leaving Humanitas soon, I think I mentioned Harry before. Harry is like furniture at Humanitas, he's been here for almost 15 months. If you live that long you become attached, and then it's difficult to say goodbye. It was really needed that Harry leaves, he's a nice guy but an alcoholic. Harry wants to quit drinking but that ain't easy he told me, I can sum up millions of reasons why he drinks. Staying to long here, and feeling bored and thinking negative thoughts are three of the reasons. I'm happy for him that he's gonna live on his own, he surely must get used to it though but in the end it will be so much better for him. So long Harry!
How is Ina doing at Humanitas? Or better, how am I doing with Ina? I'm good,very good actually when it comes to her. Were not close but we just get along, same as I do with the other residents, no more feelings and no more thoughts. Ina has something going on with Daniel, there snoozeling and sometimes a quick kiss. I'm perfectly fine with it, I actually laughing inside how I do comparing with two weeks ago. And Ricardo? Yeah, I don't miss the hectic but I sure do miss the hugs and the nice things we did together. I should email his Dad how he is doing in his new village, will do it tonight. How am I doing at the moment? I'm good and I'm getting along with the residents very well, better then I use to actually.
It's all good!