Rainy Christmas days...

Rainy Christmas days... 

Yep, were getting rainy Christmas days, the temperature will be up high aswell. With days like this I wish I was in Canada, sigh, they seem to have automatically snow with Christmas. Talking about Canada, do I still think of Canada? About Saf and her kids? Yeah I do, but differently then let's say a year ago. It's easier to think about them now, the time vanished my missing them feelings. I still miss them a bit, yes, and, specially the kids. Could I return if Saf would ask me? If I was absolutely, absolutely, absolutely sure I could come back, I probably would, BUT! I then want everything taking care off, a Canadian passport, a job, you name it. Crazy guy, right? I know aswell that all of this won't happen.

The Dutch raizin bread we all got after our Christmas brunch, this thing was huge.

With holidays like this it's easy to miss someone, specially when your alone. Though I'm pretty fine, I will come trough these days. With the trip to Paris ahead, it will go aswell easier. Tomorrow I might  go out to a flea market in Arnhem, it's been such a boring day today. I mostly rested and didn't do alot. Yeah, a few groceries and washed a was and that's it. I'm not feeling so well lately, although the Doctor told this week me that my blood results are good, I still feel a little pressure on my chest. A little short breathed makes me more tired then usual aswell, and I feel a little muscle pain on my left side of the chest. It worries me a bit aswell, and worrying makes it ofcource worser. Let's see if the 2 weeks of rest makes the pain less, I think eating healthy will help aswell. Christmas food, lol.