TGIF?

TGIF? 

Yes and no, three days off is quit alot. But the rest is needed after a week of working and other bussy-ness. I'm actually a bit bored while I'm writing this, I think it's time to start again with looking for volunteers work or any other activities what I can pick up during the weekends, just to be around people and have something to do. The 'Buddy project' guy has been again today, (Johan) it was his third visit today at my house. And I must say, so far it has not been a success yet. Yeah, he's a very nice guy and wise aswell, he's a counselor aswell.Though,to be honest, I thought he would come with more ideas or give me 'things to do' what actually gets me started with activities or volunteers work, but no. Maybe I'm just being to un patience, I don't know.

 It's me actually who has to come up with activities, I will have to search them and look out for them. And Johan will support me with that, give me tips or guide me. In the first months I lived here in this house I did alot of searching for activities or volunteers work, week in and week out I searched, and even tried out things, (remember the radio work?) Though the last 5 or 6 months the searching took slowly  off, I think I was to busy with other things, like with my work for instance. I aswell gave it up I guess, I have been so busy with the searching that in the end I found out that there's not much to do in this city. Maybe I have to be lucky aswell, being on the right spot on the right time. 

Today I did my weekly grocerie shopping aswell, full bag this time, I don't mind. I will cycle anyway, even if it was two bags, lol.

As of today I will do my 'searching' again, looking for activities and volunteers work, just to get in touch with people, being around people. Maybe in the end I can make a few friends out of that, though that's not my goal, (hmm) no wait, that should not be my goal. The goal should be that I want to be happy with what I have, and what I do, or what I want. A house, work, money to come around with, a few friends (or alot, lol) and being social active during the week and weekends. Though it should be okay when I'm out on my own aswell, time for myself a 'me' time. Today has been okay, in the afternoon I went for a coffee visit to Janine, she's a 'friend.' A so called 'Humanitas' friend.

Yeah I have friends but there not actually the friends I want, or, I don't know. It's fun being around them, but it's aswell the only friends or relatives I have, maybe that's why it's fun to be around them. Cause I don't have anyone else, yeah, fellow workers perhaps, but, I don't know that either, lol. That's why the searching again, though it's fun being on my own aswell sometimes, like it should be. I noticed that it gives me a boost when I'm around people who I see weekly or daily. Let the search begin!