Trust in what you love, continue to do it, and it will take you where you need to go.

Trust in what you love, continue to do it, and it will take you where you need to go. 

Another full day at work, I'm exhausted butI  feel satisfied aswell. I'm doing my job well, I had no complains (yet). Although I made a few mistakes, (that's normal) but I learn from them I guess. I'm doing my best and give a 100% and that's all I can do. Sure, I keep aswell in my head that after the three months of working that it can be over, thinking of 'that' makes me feel a bit concerned and gives me bad feelings aswell when I think to long about it. I had a short talk too about this with another fellow worker, he told me that 'that' sure can happen, but atleast you can say then that you managed the three months, they can't take that away from you. Sigh, well yeah. 

But I will be dissapointed, oh yeah, and my motavation to pick up work again, will be 0 % for a long while.  Maybe when I keep it in mind and prepair myself that it can be over after the three months, maybe the shock wont be that hard, yeah, maybe. Now I will hush! I'm doing well, never had complains, I get compliments from my Boss, so, hush! We will see what happens after the three months. If I get a contract I will celebrate it!! If I don't get hired then, oh well, then it just had to be that way then, right? I will have to keep that thought! This comming Monday I will have a talk with the Boss and my counselor from Reha, the talk will be about how it's going so far with me. I'm looking forward to it. I want this job!!

Today's work went good aswell, like I said. I Worked hard and it felt good, I like to work without less asking the Boss what there is to do, or what I need to do. I see it as bothering the Boss. But sometimes you HAVE to ask the Boss, otherwise it can happen that you make mistakes, I learned that, lol. Tomorrow my counselor Sahayo will drop by, he emailed me today. That's a suprise's me though cause he will come next week aswell, he told me he wont show up every week anymore like he use to do. Cause it's going well with me, there is not much to do anymore. Everythng goes fine, all the important stuff is going fine. We will see why he wants to drop by, eeek? Naah, Maybe he just likes my coffee, he misses it, lol!