"Your doing to good, I have to re-write your rapport."

 "Your doing to good, I have to re-write your rapport."

I had such a good sleep last night, much better then the last couple of nights. It was sure needed, I even slept longer then I use to did. Still a bit a bit the cold what bothered me,(geesh, how much slime do I have in my head?) but okay.The wednesday was good, There is this woman at Humanitas who is my project leader, she's not my counselor cause that's Linda. My project leader is Mellisa, she's following me and write the things down what I'm doing. What I achieved so far, what things has changed while I'm here, positive and negative things. Mellisa writes every two months a rapport, today it was the time for my second rapport. She sat down with me in the office and told me that this rapport was short and that's a good thing. Mellisa had never wrote such a rapport. 

Cause everything goes so well. I red the rapport to with her, cause it needs a signature, I need to confirm this rapport. Now at the moment I and Humanitas have slightly a little problem about living on my own,cause when someone is doing well at Humanitas he or she has to go and leave, they might send you to go rent a room. This does not decide Humanitas, but the Municipality of the city Almelo. This Municipality wants to save money, when you have a room at Humanitas that does not only cost Humanitas money but aswell the Munuicpality. Now to save money they would like to see me move, but my counselor and my project leader at Humanitas wants to do everything to let me stay here and search for a proper house instead of go living in rented rooms. That would mean I'm going to move from room to another room, I rather have a house for myself. The staff confirmed with me that that would be much better for me.

Now this rapport what Mellisa and I just saw has to be changed a bit because it sounds that I'm doing to well, it sounds I'm fine and I'm very capable to take care of myself.That sounds very good and positive, and I'm happy what I all have achieved but if the Municipality sees this, then I have to go live somewhere  right away. Mellisa asked me or actualy adviced me that we both have to change this rapport a bit to make it look that I still need a bit of help, and that I still need time to achieve things. Mellisa and my counselor are gonna inform this too to my counselor in Nijverdal, my old town where I use to live. This counselor knows me well, and knows a bit of what my problems are, not from only now but aswell from the past. I have trust in this and faith, this means that Humanitas wants to have only the best for me. 

Ricardo made this at school for me.

 I'm doing well, I'm going uphill and I want to continue going uphill.The rapport about me will be re-written, cause I'm doing to good, LOL! Sounds ackward rigt? This day was good, I was tired though but I had my rest. After 12:30 Ricardo knocked on my door, I sat with him for five minutes. I told him that he can come back at 3:00, I needed a nap first. He made something for me at school,  (See picture) that was nice of him. I had my nap and at 3:00 Ricardo and I took off for some grocery shopping, and then later on the free dinner. His dad had to go somewhere else, I had to watch him for a few hours. That's okay.

He's nice and calmer when he's with me, but if other residents are with him he goes wild and hectic, naughty. We took of for the free dinner and some other residents joined us, Now you can guess what happened, he didn't listen to me that much while we were biking our way to the dinner. he biked anywhere where I didn't want him, I wanted him next to me so I could watch him. I had his key from the bike lock and when he arrived at the dinner much sooner then me, he asked for the key. I putted  him on his knees and let him tell me he was sorry for not listening, and that he ask polite with a please for the bike lock key. No worries, we both laughed in the end.Later I explained him why I was mad at him, I hope he got the message.

I just wish that he would just listen more often, I asked and told him this so many times. Anyway, I guess Ricardo wont be that long here anymore, cause his Dad found a house, that's why he had to go for a while. It's a rent house but he nearly can pay the rent. He's gonna ask now for rent-allowance, I hope Johannus gets the house. It's so much better for all of them. I promised I will visit him so now and then, Although Ricardo can be a pain sometimes I will miss him! I guess it's normal with Humanitas residents, people come and go.