Sunday, May 15, 2011

"A day without a nap is like a cupcake without frosting."

"A day without a nap is like a cupcake without frosting."  

Some say Sundays are resting days, I just woke up from my third nap. Ah! And the last nap was like, ugh! I felt  like I could sleep the rest of the day, I had to stop myself, otherwise I can't get to sleep tonight. It's mostly like this in the weekends, Monday's I start fresh and I can complete the whole week. I feel tired though but, it's okay, I can manisch. But when Saturday comes I feel exhausted, I'm able to do the things I need to do, but for sure I need my naps then. Funny though, that I can manisch a whole week and suddenly 'beng' I pass out of tiredness. It's like you have a little brick on your chest and you feel like your catching your breath. It makes me think aswell, I work three days in the week and that'ss the limit, that's all I can do at the moment. 


Perhaps I'm able of more days or more hours, but for now three days is enough for me. I'm so happy that I have a doctor here, finally I can check my blood again (for my thyroid) and keep my thyroid sickness updated. I really wonder how my blood is now, after all this stress. It's been a year since a Doctor checked my blood, that was in Canada. This comming Thursday I will meet my new Doctor, I will have a conversation with him and I will get some papers with me that I have to fill in. Tomorrow there's a dentist appointment again, I totally forgot my last appointment. I had to make a new one, and that was alright with the dentist. Not sure though if I go with the train or that I will go on my bike. 



There's a strong wind the last few days, and I refuse to bike all the way to Nijverdal with a strong wind. Last time I did that, I was out of breath, and I told myself, "That no more." Feeling this tired now, I think of going by train, but wi'll see. Last week I was getting my 'holiday money,' This money will be payed out to everyone who works, Holiday pay is an allowance to employees for the purpose of vacation to cover additional costs. (Google translate) Ofcource every employee will get a different amount of money, it has to do with age and the kinda work you do, aswell it matters if your employed or un-employed.

Although I got the holiday money, I haven't seen it yet on my bank account. Now I have two bank accounts at the moment, and that's for a reason. There's the ING bank account, that's my account. And there's the Humanitas bank account, as I call it. This Humanitas bank account is there for a reason,  almost all the money what come's in (for me) goes to the Humanitas bank account. I can't get that money unless I ask for it, Humanitas is using that money to help me out with paying my bills. It's how Humanitas works here, they do this with every resident. It sounds kinda rude to hold in your money, but they are helping you out. 

Maybe the only thing what you can call rude is that this Humanitas bank account aswell hold in your rent automaticly on that account, the monthly rent you have to pay for your staying here. I'm not calling it rude, cause you might get a mess if they don't do that. It only looks rude, all you have to do is accept it, get used to it and trust them.  I trust, accept and got used to it, what else can I do? About the money I recieved, it's sure is not alot of money. Prolly it will go to the Humanitas account, to pay a vieuw bills. Although I can use it for something else aswell, I could use some towels, perhaps clothing and Mar's birthday is comming, the first of June. I will ask this week what's gonna happen with the holiday money, I'm sure I can get some. Hey! It's my money!  -insert smile-