Scala and Kolacny Brothers - California Dreamin'

"Take some time for yourself."

"Take some time for yourself."

I think everyone likes some time for them self, specially after a long day. I like it in the evening after a long day just a "me" time. With a cuppa coffee and the laptop, it's all I have at the moment. But I'm not complaining, I love it. Spending time with other people is also important,  and seeing or doing other things what keeps you busy is a must. But in the evening I want some time for myself, if it's possible. It's been a long exhausted day, I'm glad I took my naps yesterday, cause I wasn't able to take them today. Oh, and the weather was afwull, thin rain and much colder.

I got out of bed around 5am, the usual time I get up before work. Waking up slowly and taking my time, out of bed was easy, I had a nice sleep. I made my lunch for work and after that my breakfast. Cornflakes this time, it's easy to make and it's nice. I looked out of the window and saw the grey clouds and it rained, ugh, I guess I needed some warmer clothes. I putted on my raincoat and an extra pair of gym-pants over my working jeans, sigh! That will be my rain-pants for today, LOL! It's fine, I don't like to walk in wet clothes.

I worked a half day today, cause I had a dentist appointment at 1:50pm, first I wasn't sure if I  would go. I was tired and the weather was afwull. But I went cause the last time I cancelled the appointment aswell, I wouldn't  know what the dentist would say after cancelling it for the second time. Working the half day was nice,I finished one wooden baby table. I really like making such things, that's a good sign. On my way to the dentist appointment I went first to Humanitas to my room, (I had time) I putted dry clothes on and brushed my teeth, I was soked cause of the rain and I was tired.

It will take me 15 minutes with the train to Nijverdal, perhaps I take a short nap in the train. I was nice on time, and the train was almost empty. I closed my eyes for 15 minutes and it felt good.There is some building going on in my old village Nijverdal, there building a new huge tunnel for the trains, there will come a new trainstation, and in the centre of the village there will be alot of new penthouses and new shopping malls, and a few flats. They started already a few years ago, and I must say there progressing. It looks nice,I wonder how it will look when it's all finished. The dentist was late in his appointments.... 

...It was 1:50  and he still had to do one patient, it was fine with me, I needed my rest from the long walk. It was 2:05 when it was my turn, I was nervous a bit, cause I wasn't sure what was gonna happen, I knew the dentist was gonna finish my rootcanal treathment, but there were 2 new filling to be drilled aswell. Would he do it all in one appointment? No, he didn't, pffeeww! But he had alot of work with finishing that rootcanal thingy, I think I or the dentist broke the world record 'putting as many things in your mouth.' Unbelievable, so much, cottons, drills, a screw thingy, you name it. 

 On top on that after putten it all in my mouth the dentist assistant wanted to make an little X-ray of my tooth. I was okay, although the X-ray tool had a huge round thing and it needed to be put under my tongue, ouch with all that other stuff in my mouth, LOL! I so don't like cottons in my mouth, I always seem to almost swollow them if they are to long in my mouth. And then the drill, it seems my tongue and the drill always try to play tag, ouch. The dentist told me to hold my tongue still and relax, that's easy for him to say, LOL! Anyway the job was done and I returned to Almelo. 

 I was nearly at my room when I saw Johannus and his Family, I was happy though to see them, even though I was tired. I like them lately, specially Ricardo, I missed the little fellow today. Johannus asked me to come with him to another town, I said, "sure," I didn't mind. He had to go pick up some medication, but where for I didn't know, it didn't matter either. I had a nice time and the ride was good.When we came back, Ricardo asked me to eat dinner with them, even Johannus said it was fine I joined them with dinner. But I refused, not that I don't like it but, I eat so many times with them, I feel almost sorry for them. 

I can't do not much back, it makes me feel a bit guilty. So I said no, thank you. Not even 10 minutes later being in my room Ricardo knocked on my door and gave me a note, her Mom wrote the note with written on it, "It's really okay to have dinner with us, we have plenty, are you comming?" I thought, "How can I refuse that?" I wanted to but just felt guilty cause the offer me so many times, but okay I went,  I was happy though! After dinner I offered to do all of the dishes and dry them. Johannus's girl laughed and told that it was fine. Johannus helped me a bit though. 


It was a full day and I liked the dinner and I liked to see Ricardo again for a bit, but it was time for a "me" time, some time for myself, it's been a long day. Johannus went outside for a bit with the kids and asked me to come, sigh! "It's alright," I thought, just for a short while. Johannus need something to do while he's here, Humanitas wants himto go to Reha, the same work I do, but he refuses. "I'm not gonna work for nothing," he always says. I understand Humanitas though, it's sure not healty to stay day and night everyday at the same place, you need something to do. Just to break the day, or even the week. We will see what he does, I'm sure it will dom him good.