There was a cold wind today...

There was a cold wind today...

The cold wind made this day a bit colder then usual, it was only 18 degrees today. It's the weekend, and I couldn't get started, I rested if it was posibble, did some grocery and some laundry. Sigh, laundry, I went all the way upstairs for doing the laundry. The third floor was finally free, yesterday there was someone's wet laundry still in the machine, and he or she left it there till late in the evening. Then I went to the second floor but that machine was broken. there was one floor left, but I don't like to put my laundry in there. They steal laundry from that machine, who? If only we knew.

I left the laundry for what it was yesterday and thought to myself, tomorrow another day. This morning I did my laundry on the third floor like I said, but there was no dryer there. The dryer is on the second floor, (are you still there?) my laundry was spinning on the third floor and dryed on the second floor, late in the evening I was finally done with my laundry. It was a okay day today, not much happened. Although there was an incident going on the last two days. A month ago we had a new female resident living with us, in the beginning she was nice (I thought) but in a month time she all drove us nuts with her nasty talks and rude complains. I spoke to her a few times and she seemed okay but was feeling lonely, she wanted to get out of here

She complains alot, but when you try to solve it she makes the complain worser. There was a little incident going on with her neighbor, her neighbor seemed to had the music to loud. (it wasn't even loud) the neighbor tried to solve the problems many times, he even came outside to talk with her when she was shouting at him and started to insult him. The neighbor tried to be reasonable but it didn't work. This was just an example, many incidents like this happend over and over again. She prolly thought that everyone was against her. She seemed a nice lady, dressed nice, but she had alcohol, everyone hated her and causes stress, that was the limit. She had to go, she was send to the night-reception, cause she wasn't alowed anymore at Humanitas.

The night reception is a small building right next to our building. You can go there and spend the night, but in the daytime you have to get out. The female resident who was send there was drunk when she arrived , she prolly went into town to have some alcohol. She could stay there for five nights, cause in five days she was getting a house she said. The staff has caught her drinking and saw the bottle of booze in her purse. The staff wouldn't let her in, it's there rule to let no one in drunk or who has booze. The woman went again, and wondered around the streets. (kinda sad though) She was drunk and knocked again on our door, and other people's door. The police drove by a few times, but didn't do a thing.

Then I heard people talking and walking trough the halls on the second floor, (my floor) some residents and people from the night reception were looking trough the windows. The woman was caught peeing on the street, we nearly could see her from our windows. At the same time the Police arrived, and holded her. Some of our residents were looking trough the windows, and some were in my room, cause the vieuw was better there, sigh! It was a suprise for me that the Police letted her go, the police went left and the woman went right. Why didn't they take her? She's drunk and causes trouble to herself and to others. Weird! In a hour the Police came again cause the female tried to get in our building again, then suddenly they couldn't find her. After that, I heard nothing back from her.

The woman still has some stuff in her room and her bike is still standing at the night reception. I don't know what to think of her, like I said, she seemed a nice lady. She talked often to me, she looked and sounded lonely in my eyes. Perhaps searching for some attention, well, she had her attention though! Anyway, further with this day, I rested alot in the morning, took some naps and sat behind my laptop. In the afternoon I did my groceries, and after I came back I sat with Johannus and his Family outside. Ricardo shouted my name, he was happy to see me, as always. Johannus asked me if I wanted to come  cause they needed to do some groceries, it was fine with me. It was nice going out with them, they even offered me to eat with them in there room, just like yesterday. 

Sometimes I feel bad about such offer, cause they offer me alot of things for example the eating with them. Bad, because I can't do much back for them, I really need to take care of my money. What can I do? Do I have to  offer them to eat with me aswell? They are with four people, I can't afford that. But I must say, so now and then I bring sometimes something for the kids, or sometimes I buy a  little cake or cookies with the coffee. But still, I feel I should offer more, but I can't. I think I just keep it with so now and then something for the kids and sometimes a cake or cookies with the coffee, it's better then nothing, right? Paula my counsiler asked me a few weeks ago, if I build up already some close friends here at Humanitas, and will you be seeing them after you found a house...

...I first answered with a "No," but today I have been thinking that I began to like the company of Johannus and his Family. I like Ricardo, and I know for sure I will miss him when I found myself a house, it would be nice to see him back. And aswell the other Family members, but just that sometimes I think that they should not be around the wrong people, I don't like that. Johannus can be nice and caring but also very though, I see this thoughness also back in his kids, that's a pity. Kids these days copy alot from there parents, they should give the right example. Some parents do and some parents don't. Anyway,I'm drifting of, I think it's a nice time to go to bed.