"The purpose of fun is to live it."

"The purpose of fun is to live it."

Yeah, I'm so ready to have fun again, if others can have fun then I can too have fun, right? Enough of the sadness, I wanna live! Mr. positivo speaks, I'm ready and I feel better, wow! I almost wanted to write 'happy,' that would be a bit to fast. When will I be happy then? I think I will be happy when I feel happy, and THAT will happen,I'm sure!

I saw someone posting on Facebook about a pelgrim walk, I think I heard of that before. I thought, "Why that's an idea too," not a pelgrim walk, but just grab a backpag full of clothes, perhaps a tent and some food and start walking. Backpacking, it just flashed trough my mind, that could be a nice adventure aswell.  I'm ready to have fun again, my goal is, (like I said before) to travel. I want to see the world, enjoy my life and not sit and wait untill fun and joy knock on my door.

What more goals do I have? Uhm, good question. I would like to have a nice house, (I will achieve that) I would like to have a proper paying job, (I will achieve that) and more traveling,  (I will achieve that too) Do I want to stay single? No, but at the moment I'm just enjoyning my freedom of being single, don't get me wrong, I really liked my last relationship with Saf and I wish we would have saved the realtionship, but for now, I'm good. These are my goals, and I'm happy with them.

It's good to have goals in your life and live to it, specially in my situation. I never would have thought I would accomplish what I have accomplished now already. Sure I had pain and I still have some pain but the pain heals, thinking of Saf hurts less. I can look at pictures of her and just think, 'yeah, good times.' I enjoy sometimes looking at the pictures from Saf's kids when there having fun, it does me good that they have a good time. But  sometimes just that, 'missing them,' moments, but these moments are getting less aswell. Thinking of Tasn, still hurts me, it's like 'beng,' it hits me. She's a sweetheart and I hope she does well.

Back to today, Tuesday, working day. I nearly finnished the 3 wooden lounge couches. There huge, specially the last one, the last one was a 3 sitter. I felt some backpain aswell today, that's been a while, I worried just a bit but I'm good now. Mr. frost knocked on our door this morning, it was cold! I had to knock a hole in the air to get outside. The following days we will have some frost but in the weekend the tempature will rise again towards 24 degrees (celcius) I'm happy with it, I love the sun!

Again I haven't much to write, it was just a nice day, with sunny weather. Work was good, everything is going fine. Slowly progressing, I can spend a bit more money now, perhaps I should buy me something nice. But I prolly will buy something what I really need. I could uses some long sleeves, and hangers for my clothing. I will just see, and wish you now for all (if you go) a goodnight! Otherwise a good day!