You may be out of my sight... but never out of my mind...
Sometimes the thoughts of my time in Canada flashes by, but not as often as several months ago. When I think back at my time in Canada, the first person who pop's up is Tasn, I can easy say I miss her the most when I have those missing feelings. Not that strange though, I spent alot of time with her. Maybe even more time then I spent with Saf, no offense though. I took care of Tasn almost 24 hours a day. I made her breakfast and lunch before and for school, brought her so now and then to the schoolbus, untill it was time she could go by herself. Made her snacks when she came back from school, watched TV with her, went many times to the park, took walks, went to shops and took bike rides with her. I hope she still practize her bike riding skills, cause I remember she was still a bit frighten when she drove her bike while I was still there.
Sometimes the fun part of the day was putting her to bed and sleep in the early evening. (But not always, lol) Tasn and her little brother Ab were always frighten to go to bed, or it was a little excuse to go to bed lol, perhaps a bit of both. Usually I stayed with them untill they fell asleep, I red them a story or we all watched a video, it all depended what time it was. If it was to late then it's just a little light on and then a few talks or make jokes untill they get tired and fell asleep. Sometimes we had so much fun and laughs. One rule was that they both had to stay in bed. I layed next to them untill there eyes were getting heavy, then I slowly got up and easily opened the door and walked away. Hoping that they don't wake up again. What usually happened in the middle of the night, lol. So now and then Saf and I switched our 'putting them to bed,' duties. But when Saf had her work, I did it mostly.
Ah! Just looking back at my time in Canada, oh sweet Tasn, I do miss you so now and then. Seeing you would be bad I guess, cause I prolly do not want to return, lol. She the cuttest kid I ever spent time with, cute, sometimes (humurous) naughty, sometimes scared, she has a amazing fantasy, I'm sure she's gonna do well in the near future.Let me share some funny and laugh moments with her...
Still having good memories when I think of the moment when she came up to her Mom and told her she changed her name again, some of the names: Godzilla, Lisa, Nemo, and many ans many more....
Still having good memories when I think at the moment when she drove her bike for the very first time, yay! I never would have believed that she ever would ride a bike seeing her trying and trying...
Still having good memories when I think of the moments when I putted her to bed. She would hide her Barbies or toys in her hand, while she held her hand under the bed.
Still having good memories when I think of the moments when I took her for a bikeride and she was being so carefully on her bike. She drove slower and slower when drove towards a downhill.
Still having good memories when I think of the moments of her while she made up her own role plays, or games. I can go on and on, I didn't even mentioned the jumping on the bed's what she actually wasn't allowed, or the many times in the evening when it was time to make her a sleepy time tea, together with her little brother we had sometimes some fun at the kitchen table while drinking the sleepy time tea. Anyway!
Saying goodbye was the hardest thing to do, I never thought I would, especially not to you.
You always listened, and knew what to say, knew when to give a hug when I was having a bad day. No one will ever take your place, I can always promise you this, it’s hard to find someone like you. So know you’ll always be missed. Many hugs and careness to you dear Tasn!
