I'm a young Dutch man who has literally dived into a relationship. For this relationship I travelled from Holland to Canada, everything was good, solid and brand new! Then the break up after a small two years.Hear my story after the break up! And read with me as I rebuild and rebuilded my life!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Saint germain - Sure Thing (feat.john lee hooker) - HD
I love this song! nothing better then listen to this on a grey and rainy evening. It makes me wanna share a poem....
Falling Down, pooling up,
Out of the sky, into my cup.
What is this wet that comes from above,
That some call disaster, and others find love.
The harder it falls, the less it is nice,
The colder it falls the harder the ice.
The rain has an art that I may not get,
So I stand still here and get soaking wet.
"Made a schedule."
"Made a schedule."
I wrote a little schedule for Ricardo, cause it's getting just to much when he shows up. I know he's going trough alot, but I expect from him to be nicer so now and then towards me, and more thankfull. He got to be aware that I really can't be with him 24 hours a day, I like him, I really do. But enough is enough, he comes sometimes with orders what were going to do when I spent time with him, hello? And If I don't follow these orders he gets mad, I know adhd patients like to have everything in order and having things there way. A good example today was that Ricardo wanted to go for a bikeride at 2:00pm (we both promised each other this yesterday) But things has changed a bit and I had to change the bike riding time from 2:00pm to 2:30pm, his Dad told me that he doesn't like when you change things.
Well sorry, but it is as it is, right? Ricardo was okay with the changed bikeride time after some insults and shoutings. And I must say we had a nice afternoon, we biked quit a while, we got some rain on our heads but that was okay, like Ricardo shoutted, "Were not from sugar!" We went to the canal for a little while and on our way back we drove by a garden center, they had alot of plants and garden stuff, but aswell fishes and other animals. Ricardo loved the fishes, specialy the big koi's. Afterwards we did some grocery and I bought the present for my Dad. Ofcource Ricardo wanted to buy a gift for his Dad aswell, he asked his Dad for money. His Dad asked me to buy some food for him and his two kids, marcaroni and a bottle of ketchup. Ricardo got two Euro to spend for the gift for Dad.
We came home with a little bit of food, one wrong bottle of ketchup and a to expensive gift for Ricardo's Dad. Sigh and LOL! His Dad was mad and I went downstairs after Ricardo blamed me for his mistakes, LOL! I was used to it and I was fine, I know he will be back after his dinner. I will show him the new schedule when he comes. We have some new residents among us, and they like to cook, specially in the weekends. They always ask me to join them or they ask other residents. I refused a few times, thinking of that I have to do something to for a return. That's fine with me but my budget is very low, and the two new residents (man and wife) have double income. Today they insist that I would join them, so I did. It was nice sitting with each other, some other residents joined us aswell.
R's schedule.
Monday: is a working day for Sjon. No spending time. (Insert sad face) *
Tuesday: is a working day for Sjon. No spending time. (Insert sad face) *
Wednesday: is Sjon's day off. 2 hours I will spend. (Insert happy face) *
Thursday: is a working day for Sjon. No spending time. (Insert sad face) *
Friday: is Sjon's day off. 2 hours I will spend. (insert happy face) *
Saturday: Weekend! 2 hours I will spend. (insert happy face) *
Sunday: Weekend! 1 hour I will spend. (Insert happy face) *
* Time is flexible.
Now these hours may look like much but I assure you they are lots less then I spent time with Ricardo in the past. See you tomorrow bloggers and readers, love ya"ll!