Friday, December 9, 2011

Like a homing bird I'll fly as a bird on wings.

Like a homing bird I'll fly  as a bird on wings.

What can I say about this day, it was a day off. I enjoyed it, but missed aswell my job, lol, silly me. I hope I can stay for good at my new job, in the first week of January my counselor from Reha and my new Boss will gather around again for a final talk, will I be hired or can I go. My counselor from Reha has a good feeling about it, and me. I do not know, for me it is fifty fifty. It all depends on the work, the company has to get more tasks or how you call it.

Christmas! 

I really enjoy Christmas, but yeah, being alone is just not that fun to celebrate Christmas. though I will be fine, I'm sure I will enjoy myself. I don´t have any Christmas decorations either, I planned this way ahead, just because I knew already that I wont be in a celebrathing Christmas mood. That doesn´t mean I hate Christmas, oh no. But when I imagine myself sitting here in my house celebrating Christmas with here and there some Christmas decorations, and trying to get in the Christmas spirit,thatv will not work. 

So, no thank you. Sure I will enjoy myself and perhaps make a delicious dinner, or I will do some other thing. And sure I will get some nice food and snacks in the house, but I will not make it a huge fest. Piteous? Naah, not at all. I'm not complaining, I will be fine. Next year I will make it a double Christmas celebration, with a huge Christmas tree.


Today. 

Today I did one load of laundry and the first half of my groceries, it was quit a bag full. I hoped the bag didn't brake while hanging on my bike's steer, lol. It didn't. Tomorrow the second part of grocery, it won't be much. It's just that in some supermarkets the cheese or the butter is cheaper then in the other supermarket. Can be quit fun to go on a sale hunt, I hope it won't be that busy tomorrow. Saturdays is like a war going on when it comes to shopping, gotta love it. I have totally nothing planned this weekend, I will just let the weekend come over me and will see what happens. It's all good, (insert smile)