When I'm doing things it keeps my head of worries and the missing feelings dades away. Though I still miss them, Saf and the kids, ofcource that will take a long time to get that feeling less. Sitting here alone now with my laptop in this quiet room is okay but I rather have for example Tasn next to me holding my hand, or having a conversation with Noor. Or just watch TV with Saf and the kids. I had quiet a good sleep and I woke up at 8:00 am. At 9:00 am the lady from this place will come with breakfast, she promised me last night that she will bring some ,I wonder what it will be. I putted my clothes on and made some plans for today, I guess it will be a long day again.
Today I will try to get a social insurance from the government, some grocery, a risk insurance,and perhaps some more, welfare is a good one too, I really need to get my income in order. Today I found out that I left my thyroid medication with the couple who threw me out yesterday, sigh! An option is to go there again to get them. But, naah, I will try to get new ones. A bit after 9:00 am the lady came with a big basket, and it was quit alot! I was so happy with it, bread, jam, yogurt, milk, cheese, just everything. I saved alot cause it was to much for one breakfast. I asked the lady for a drive to my Dad's place, cause my bike stood there. "That's alright" she said. Nice!
I still had to fill in a paper to confirm I'm staying here in this challet. While confirming the lady left the date when I have to leave open, hm, okay! And on we went towards my Dad. I saw my Dad and sat for a while and went to work, first the social insurance, they told me that I couldn't get social insurance cause I wasn't a citizen of this village anymore. As soon as you have 'that' arranged I could get the insurance. Alright, from there I went to the Town hall and signed myself in as a citizen. It's hard when they ask me for my address where I live or ask for my phone-number, cause both I don't have. I gave up the address where I am staying now.The guy behind the desk told me something interesting, the government here didn't even know I was in Canada all that time , I forgot to sign out as a citizen. (Oops!)
"We tried to find you but we couldn't find you anywhere, until 'Public housing' told us you were, In Canada!" In March 2010 they automatically signed me out as a citizen, cause they gave up on searching. Then he showed me a list with some company and agency names. He says,"All these names here have recieved a message when we signed you out of this village on March 2010." One of the names on that list was 'Gak', the company that gives me my monthly income. Cause I'm not able to work a full week, then you get wellfare every month. What I so was so afraid of, came trough! The people from Gak, did not known that I was in Canada all that time, cause I wasn't allowed to stay that long, I had to tell them! Sigh!!
The assistants there helped me out. I thought, "I really need them no matter what price." But the price was okay, in total I payed a small 30 Euro. When I arrived at the pharmacy they warned me to get a social insurance, aswell, you really can't do without!" They told me, "I know," I said. I will work on that. I was happy with the new medication and went on to my last duty, groceries, I went to the 'Albert Hein', a nice supermarket where Saf and Abd went aswell with me a few times when they were in Holland. I still see the child buggies riding where Ab was once in aswell. I bought some food and some other stuff, and went back where I'm staying. It was a long ride, atleast 40 minutes uphill, but yeah what goes up, goes down aswel.
It was an okay day, and once I got home I relaxed and chilled. I made some sandwiches and something to drink and rested. Tomorrow I will need to call some dentists, cause my tooth is hurting, I think one filling popped out! and it's hurting. No fun. I wonder what I have to pay them for the repair. For now, I wish you all a pleasant good night and for my family and friends in Canada:
The morning is just a few moments away.
Go to sleep and when u wake up,
remember me as a friend who is always there for u and never let you down.
Good Night.
