A change has to come! No wait.... A change is gonna come... Hopefully!

A change has to come! No wait.... A change is gonna come... Hopefully! 

I need new people around me, I said it so many times, I know. But it's about time, I know creating new friends takes time, I know. But I can always make a start, right? But where to start.... I need to find something where I can go to every week, where a group of people are who I can see and meet every week. I will get to know them, and that's a start. That is my wish. Sometimes I'm thinking, "Am I not to much online? Am I not addicted to the Internet, socializing on the Internet? My answer is, "Yes, and no." More a no then a yes. Am I not to much on Facebook? Probably, but I think it's okay, though it's so very important to have 'other friends' beside my Facebook friends.

Hmm, imagine, you don't have much friends, and you start to look for  friends on online Facebook, or on any other socializing site. You can get attached to it, attached to the online friends, attached to the attention. Sounds familiar Sjon? Yes. Your online friends can suddenly leave Facebook or unfriend you, or, etc, etc. And then? Then you feel bad or sad or lonely, oh, maybe I'm just overreacting, yeah okay, a bit then. But like I said, it's good aswell to have 'Other friends beside the friends you have online, who you can't reach or touch, or even have a coffee with. Read: "It's better to have a social life too." My social life has made a start but in my eyes I'm still not there yet, there where I want to be.

I'm getting help with finding social contacts, cause it's quit difficult when there's not much to look for in this city. I will have to have a bit of luck aswell, and I search so hard. Another wish is to travel, oh yes, I said that aswell befoire, but traveling cost money, big money. Or? Uhm, just get my luggage and go? I don't even have to go far, Holland has nice sightseeings aswell. Sea life in The Hague, I always wanted to visit that. Within two weeks my Summer vacation starts, maybe then? Yeah, then! Today was a nice day at work, I did alot, and I stood on my own section. Was nice being around the fellow workers, tomorrow again. Hope the rain is stopping then, when I returned home I got soaked from the rain. And it's still raining. 

P.s: I forgot a post, oh my, oh my! 

How on earth I forgot to write a post? I write everyday, yeah, I had the post in drafts and forgot to post it! Silly me, but anyway, here's a short post from yesterday.... 


My Sunday was okay, resting was on top of my list. And that's what I did, plus the usual things what need to be done. The laundry had dried up and some of it had to be ironed, then there's the lunch prepairing for tomorrow's work. Cooking something different is a must on Sundays, tonight I had Italian risotto. That's a rice dice, I added mushrooms, zuccini and chickenbreast, delicious.