Spring cleaning has started, yay and a sigh!

Spring cleaning has started, yay and a sigh! 

I decided to make a little start with my Spring cleaning today, starting with the hallway. I cleaned all the doors and the many windows, windows, sigh, I have so many of them. I never could have finnished the whole house in one day, I will take it easy and do it on my days off. I felt tired aswell today, I took two naps and slept deep. I'm sure I will go to bed early tonight, while I'm writing this I feel tired and sleepy aswell. Again it's been a gorgeous day, I think it was one of the warmest days we had so far from this year. 

Tomorrow will be a bit cooler, kinda feels a bit better I guess, the last 6, 7 days has been warm, prolly to warm for the time of year. Recently I noticed that I would like to have more "normal" people around me, with "normal" I mean no homeless people, no ol' Humanitas residents, I'm a bit done with them. Maybe it's because I'm  getting to know a bit more "normal" people now while I'm having a job. It's clearly to me, the fellow workers where I work with are actually the opposite of the people where I have the free dinners with, aka the homeless people and the ol' Humanitas residents. 


At the free dinners I see and meet the ol' residents, well a few of them, but there are also the homeless people, always the same crowd. Sometimes drunk, sometimes violent, sometimes loud, I feel so now and then ashamed, unsafe, angry, and scared.The ol'residents where I lived with aren't sometimes sweethearts aswell, you can't really trust them. The're still living at Humanitas, it's sometimes the attitude what I dislike. 

Sure I had a good time with them, and still we have sometimes a good time with laughs and nice talks, but there is aswell drama and violence around them too so now and then. They aren't really my kinda people, I'm different in my attitude, I have heard that aswell from the ol'residents. I think within a year I will be surounded by other people, just my feelings, I don't know. I will work on it aswell, I'm still searching for other vollunteers work. 


It's been a nice day off.