"Your doing well, don't worry about it."
Yes I do, I do well. It's going slowly but that's how I like it and wanted it. Today I took it easy, I did my groceries already for the whole week. Did two loads of laundry and cooked, and that was it. Sahayo my new counselor visited me this morning, cause I had a appointment with him today. He's a nice guy, we went trough alot of financial things and managed most of these things. There were still a few small cases that had to be taken care off, with a few phonecalls from Sahayo and me we managed them well. I'm glad that was settled, I should get used to making phonecalls though, I still dislike it. I always prepair myself when I have to make a phonecall, then I know what I must say and if they ask me questions I will have my papers or answers ready, but still 'eeek.' I want to work on that, being less 'eeek' for the phone, lol. Practize, practize and practize.
I'm getting more and more items and furniture in my house, I should get started with a contents insurance. I already have a company in mind who's not that expencive. I thought about ING, my bank, it's nice to have it all under one roof. It can get a maze if you have a insurance here and another insurance there. I'm still thinking about ING, there trustwhorty too cause I know this company for a long time and I have been a member for so long. I can sum up all the things that stil have to be arranged and is arranged but, that's such a long list, I can be short in that, everything is going well, and with everything I mean the finacial things and other bussines stuff. Here and there I still need to do some things but that has no rush. The most important stuff is all settled.
My wishes for the comming months, years, decades (lol) are... A nice job, (what I'm working on at the moment) a nice house what feels comfy and where I can live my life in, (It's getting there) people around me (friends, fellow workers, etc, etc.) Doing activities in my free time, (sport, cursus, etc, etc.) I would like to travel aswell, that would be nice, I so miss the flying. Going up in the air, woohoo! Love it! When I achive all the things I summed up above here I'm pretty sure there will be a lovely lady come across my path while doing working, activities, travelling. Or maybe I will go search for her on my great big white horse, but I'm still not in a rush, I also think that that's a good thing, don't haste things, take it easy and enjoy yourself first, and then... maybe... you never know! First things first.
Tomorrow Ikea!! Oh yeah, I still need some items. The weather is still okay at the moment to go on a bike, if I wait another few months I will have to dash trough the snow, and that's not a pleasant thing to do. So, it's better now. Curtains 2x, fitted sheets, 2x lamps for the living room, 1 lamp for the kitchen, I think I summed up the most important itmes I still need. Ofcource Ikea has lots of nice other stuff, but I like to buy first the things I 'really'need. The other nice things are just side issues. Hopefully the weather will be as good as today tomorrow, today was a nice day, no rain, no storm, just clear blue sky and sunshine. It's nice with all the brown/yellow/red leafs. I might take some pictures when I'm on my way to Ikea.
Still no sign from Saf, I sent her a mail three or four weeks ago, I asked for my belongings. I asked it very nicely and aproached her carefully. I so dislike arguing with her, I just want to keep the peace between us. And what she all does further, it's all fine with me. I think about her less nowadays, I just want her to be happy and live her life. If something will happen to her I still will be concerned, that wont change, the same counts for her kids, I still care alot about them. But I'm living my life here now, here and there a little contact would be nice. A short mail once in a while with asking me or I ask her how it's going or what's going on with the kids, just that. That would be nice. I wrote Saf this morning another mail after I waited a small month, asking for my belongings.
Again I asked her carefully, I asked her to give me a sign what's going on with my belongings, I told her aswell that I don't mind when she's gonna send it, but I would like to have a sign. Cause ignorance is not like her, it's been already a few months since my first message. I have been thinking to let it all be, just leave it and let it be. I'm thinking that this morning I sent my last message.... and then I will let it be if I don't hear from her.
My wishes for the comming months, years, decades (lol) are... A nice job, (what I'm working on at the moment) a nice house what feels comfy and where I can live my life in, (It's getting there) people around me (friends, fellow workers, etc, etc.) Doing activities in my free time, (sport, cursus, etc, etc.) I would like to travel aswell, that would be nice, I so miss the flying. Going up in the air, woohoo! Love it! When I achive all the things I summed up above here I'm pretty sure there will be a lovely lady come across my path while doing working, activities, travelling. Or maybe I will go search for her on my great big white horse, but I'm still not in a rush, I also think that that's a good thing, don't haste things, take it easy and enjoy yourself first, and then... maybe... you never know! First things first.
Tomorrow Ikea!! Oh yeah, I still need some items. The weather is still okay at the moment to go on a bike, if I wait another few months I will have to dash trough the snow, and that's not a pleasant thing to do. So, it's better now. Curtains 2x, fitted sheets, 2x lamps for the living room, 1 lamp for the kitchen, I think I summed up the most important itmes I still need. Ofcource Ikea has lots of nice other stuff, but I like to buy first the things I 'really'need. The other nice things are just side issues. Hopefully the weather will be as good as today tomorrow, today was a nice day, no rain, no storm, just clear blue sky and sunshine. It's nice with all the brown/yellow/red leafs. I might take some pictures when I'm on my way to Ikea.
Still no sign from Saf, I sent her a mail three or four weeks ago, I asked for my belongings. I asked it very nicely and aproached her carefully. I so dislike arguing with her, I just want to keep the peace between us. And what she all does further, it's all fine with me. I think about her less nowadays, I just want her to be happy and live her life. If something will happen to her I still will be concerned, that wont change, the same counts for her kids, I still care alot about them. But I'm living my life here now, here and there a little contact would be nice. A short mail once in a while with asking me or I ask her how it's going or what's going on with the kids, just that. That would be nice. I wrote Saf this morning another mail after I waited a small month, asking for my belongings.
Again I asked her carefully, I asked her to give me a sign what's going on with my belongings, I told her aswell that I don't mind when she's gonna send it, but I would like to have a sign. Cause ignorance is not like her, it's been already a few months since my first message. I have been thinking to let it all be, just leave it and let it be. I'm thinking that this morning I sent my last message.... and then I will let it be if I don't hear from her.
