Thursday, September 15, 2011

'Thank God it's almost Friday."

'Thank God it's almost Friday."

It's getting colder, last night I putted on a blanket more cause I was cold. I must have been standing on the market yesterday to long in the cold wind, but it was a nice day. This morning I could sleep longer, cause I took the morning off. I told my Boss that I will come with the lunch break, or a bit sooner. It became a bit sooner, I slept till 7:00 (a nice time) and went on my laptop, took my breakfast, and after that I headed off to work. I arrived at work before 10:00, just before the coffee break.

I guess I like my work and the workers, lol. I started to work on a baby-seat, cause yesterday on the market a nice woman came up to us and asked us to make one. It's been a while since I made a baby-seat, but it went well. I like working with wood. Today aswell my counselor at work came up to me and told me he will get started to look for work for me, payed work. I was getting a bit of a 'yay' feeling but also a bit of a 'eek' feeling, I'm so used to work at Reha, I guess it's difficult then to start somewhere else, but it's what I want, it's what I need aswell.

Speaking about counselors, Paula said goodbye two weeks ago. And I should get s new counselor from another company called CTI, they will guide me and give me help where it's needed. Paula made a end rapport about me, in the rapport was written that I still need help with my finance. I still need to get used to my finance, what are my income? When do I get my income? What has to be monthly payed? And when do I do that? Does my paying go automaticly? What can I buy or what can I buy not? I will have to become used again to what I can give out on money montly or weekly.

I already started to work on 'that,' I wrote down on a paper what I pay in the month at usurances and rent, and what I get in the month. Now this counselor didn't show up yet, or I might have it wrong. Maybe Humanitas told me that the new counselor will show up a month later, I can remember that I will get a message or a phonecall when he or she will come. But why do I keep thinking then that the counselor had to come this week? Ugh, I was lost when I was thinking these thoughts, time for some action. I sent Humanitas a message, asking where my counselor is, and asked to clear some things up.

I had to much on my head lately, work, the moving, saying goodbye to Humanitas, it distracts me so easily. Maybe it's time to write things down again, just to not forget things, I did that in the past and it's so easy. I will never forget a thing again, the last few days I have been busy with work, and I was thinking, "I moved, I'm here now, I'm good and done." But I'm not done yet, there are a few things that have to be settled, one of them is my finance. Second is that I would like to get more under the people, join a club, join a sport, or get a hobby. Paula came up with that too and she offered me help, she wrote it down in the end rapport, so, my new counselor will offer me help with that too.

But my new counselor doesn't have to do everything, I can do things aswell. Last night I looked in Paula's end rapport, and watched what all has to be done, I wrote it down on a paper and I will see what 'I' can do with it. Go Sjon!! I had it done before so why not now.