Easter 2013!
I knew it would be two days of rest with Easter, so, that's why I went out yesterday. So I could rest the following days. This first day of Easter went pretty fast, moving the clock a hour forward helped alot, lol. I spent this Sunday just like a regular Sunday, resting, enjoying being on my own, and one load of laundry. That was it. Oh, and I cooked a nice rice dish, with success. I have been thinking of my Dad aswell today, and ofcource my Mom. It gives a bit of a awkward feeling not having my Mom and Dad around, a bit sad feeling aswell. You feel just a bit more lonier then usual, I guess it's normal on such days like Easter, or Christmas. I know these feelings are just moments, they will disappear as quick as they came.
Next week I will visit Dad's grave again, it's a bit of a relieved feeling going there, when I miss him I have the option to go there. It's been two months since Dad passed away, everything passed by so fast these last two months. Dad's passing, the funeral, back to work again, etc, etc. Sometimes I think to myself, 'Is Dad really gone.' It gives a weird feeling that my Dad lays in a coffin under the ground. A bit of a un true feeling, I can't really describe the feeling. It's still fresh, it will get easier and comfier when more time passes. Day's like these bring you back, but further then that, I'm really okay and still relaxed. Dad suffered enough, it's okay, he's happy now.
Tomorrow I will see what I do, Tomorrow is the second day for us to celebrate Easter. A few shops will be open and a few fests will be held, I'm planning to visit a few shops after lunch. I'm planning to buy another painting aswell, I saw a nice one last week, but didn't plan on buying it. In the late afternoon there will be the free dinner again, tomorrow a extra Easter dinner. I have no clue what we get, but I know for sure it will be good. As always! Tuesday work is calling again, you know, I think I would collapse if I didn't had a job, I'm truly happy with my work! Being at home without a job is surely not healty, and yet I have been there.
