"Oh well, Sunday's."

Let's have a little laugh on this Sunday, I did a few things inside the house and didn't even go outside. The weather was good though, sunny and warm, to warm actually. Ansd when it's to warm in Holland we will get a thunder or a rainstorm. And yeah the rainstorm came in the late afternoon. I cleaned up a few things, I whiped four windows, sweeped the floor in the livingroom. (It's like laminate produces dust, lol) Last thing I did was I emptied the two suitcases with winter clothing. I have space enough for the summer clothing, and the winterclothing. The laundry from yesterday is still drying, it seems it doesn't dry at all, maybe it is time for a wash dryer.

I had a little 'sad' moment aswell, just a short one though. Being alone isn't that fun, I sure hope that will change. I was unpacking my suitcases, and saw some clothing what I bought in Canada, I saw aswell a few drawnings what Tasn made for while I was with her. Then it hits me ofcource, I thought, I really need something to do the comming months. Like I said before, join a club or a sport, follow a cursus. These are my goals, like I said while I was still at Humanitas. I'm sure I will achieve these goals but I will have to work on them, or better look for them. These goals won't knock on my door and say, "Hey you come along!"I will have to do it by myself, I can do that.

Such lonely feelings aren't fun but actually I should be glad I have them, it means I don't want to be alone or sit on my a.. uhm, bum! What makes me happy is that I still live in Almelo, I lived here now for 8 months, and I know the place, I even know a few people. I still meet some of the residents from Humanitas at work 3 days a week and at the free dinner, so, that's something. But yeah, days like this, (Sundays) ugh, maybe I should had going to that church. Note to myself: I will have a great future!! A new city, new people, new oppertunities, new friends, I'm ready!

I'm still amazed what I reached so far, to be continued? Yes!

"Never forgetting."

"Never forgetting."

Yeah, the attack on the Twin towers on the 11th of September 10 years ago. When it happened I was like 'okay.' I wasn't really realizing it, sure it was very sad what happened and it was a unbelievable tragedy, but really realizing it came later on, months later. I knew still where I was ten years ago when this tragedy happened, I was upstairs listening to my records, like I always did after dinner. My Dad was downstairs watching the news, my Dad watching the news, uhm, well he's a bit deaf and his eyes aren't that well. So Dad looks at the TV but sometimes he doesn't even know what he's looking at, when I came downstairs for a coffee I saw the tragic news about two planes hitting the Twin towers in New York. 

Dad was watching it too, but I thought that he was thinking he was just looking at a war movie. I was stunned and thought that it couldn't be trough what I just saw, two planes full of people hitted the Twin Towers. The news was on all channels, and I tried to explain to my Dad what just happend, after several times of explaining Dad was getting it. The news about these attacks lasted more then months,  still life just continues after all the tragedy, then today, ten years after there is the 'memorial.'  Then you think, "Oh but don't we have that every year a memorial of this tragedy?" We have seen it now, we know it now. 

This morning I decided to watch a special memorial video, it lasted more then 25 minutes. While watching the video it suddenly grabbed me, it touched me. Looking at the Twin Towers and the fire on the top made me realize again what happend, what an impact it brought. Aswell there were also alot of questions being un-answered about this whole tragedy, but I don't wanna go into that. What I do know is that millions of people have been killed without any kind of reason, and that's more then sad. That's why I will never forget what has happened on the 11th of September 2001!