When I start to write a post, I always begin with a tittle and then I start to write. Though today I couldn't find a tittle yet, so I'll start to write first, lol. Anyway! Here's the weekend again, I haven't got plans yet, I have been out two times in a row in the last two weeks. So, this weekend I'm staying home. When I go out tomorrow it may not cost to much, lol. Early up this Friday morning, my dentist was waiting for me at 9:00 am. Just a regular control, but still. My dentist is a nice dentist, a good dentist aswell. She explains every little detail when it comes to my teeth and gives tips and such.
My teeth were okay, though I have to brush better. Some of my 45 year old teeth (lol) are not that straight anymore, so it's possible that even my electric toot brush can't reach the places where it has to reach, even when you brush 3 times a day. My dentist can fix that problem with a drill or other equipment, I aswell can help, the dentist told me to buy Sensodyne tooth paste, and rub the paste with the fingers on your teeth. "Rub it in good, and do not eat or drink for thirty minutes after the rubbing," she told me. I heard this 'tip' before, but haven't tried it yet. Other patients have tried it too, and it really helped.
My dentist showed me the X-rays of my teeth, and explained the problem. Next Friday at 10:00 am I'll have to be back, she will fix then a few teeth. I saw on the X-ray that it was needed, there's a tooth what I really can't reach with a tooth brush, That means, drilling! Oh well, better a bit of pain then later pulling the tooth. Finally today a phone call back from the woman who guides me with the 'volunteer visits,' (Marianne) she's the leading lady from this project, when I have a problem when it comes to 'visits,' she's the one I have to go too. last Friday I visited my first applicant named Jennifer.
I wasn't that happy with her, I felt a bit anxious aswell after her visit. Jennifer is a bit shy, not very outgoing. Jennifer is aswell sick, she lives on medication. Jennifer may seem lonely but is far from that, she visits people, she has a boyfriend where she goes out with alot.
She goes out for groceries and such, and visit other friends too. Though she complains that she almost never gets visits, hmm, weird. Anyway, that's where I come in the picture. Jennifer would like to have someone who visits her once a month, we will watch movies or have a chat or play games.
I wasn't feeling that comfy last Friday at her place, and that feeling became only worse when she mentioned what she recently has been trough. Jennifer really needs her medication, otherwise it goes totally wrong she told me. She will flip or goes crazy. Jennifer told me about the time that she was put in a cell by four policemen, cause she flipped out. She once wanted to kill her boyfriend with a knife, she then called the police and they didn't want to take her. Once she stood on her balcony shouting to people saying she was the bride of Jesus, lol. Jennifer is now okay, she told me, uhm, yeah, right.
I agreed with her that I will come by once a month. But now, being a week further, I decided to stop with Jennifer. I don't feel save with her, she gives me a unpleasant feeling. Marianne the leading lady from this project confirmed with the canceling trough our phone call this morning, though she mentioned aswell that every applicant has a bit of a problem. They are on medication, or are disabled, and mostly they are elderly people. I decided not to stop with the whole 'volunteer visit' project, but only with Jennifer. I'm sure another (better/comfier) applicant will be next. I'm far from worried.
So, here I am, I quited with my first applicant Jennifer, and awaiting my next applicant. Relieved feeling! Funny is that I still have a book from Jennifer, lol. I could borrow it from her to read. I will bring it to her one day, probably this weekend. Can you say mailbox? About me finding new social contacts? They will come, I'm not in a rush anymore, I'm not making it a job or a problem. I will have patience and in the mean time enjoy myself in what I usually do. Enjoy and go out, I will have that extra better coffee somewhere in another city, or take pictures and explore life. It's all good.
