Thank God it's a (day off) Friday.
It's been a okay day, I had a few visitors today and done my Friday groceries shopping. The first visit came in the morning, 'Buddy project' johan. I'm not that excited when he comes, I don't know. This whole 'buddy project' doesn't seem to work.... yet. It's going to slow, Johan has to help me out with finding things, like, places where I can socialize or communicate, such as clubs, groups, perhaps volunteer work, etc. But he doesn't do that, I have to do most of the work, searching for new contacts where I can socialize and communicate. Johan gives me sometimes advice about just 'that.' How I can probably do this or that better , or he gives me advice in communicating or he talks about how to handle a little problem what I had or have during the week.
When Johan walks in he always leaves his jacket on, and within 30 minutes he will be going again. Though I must say he has sometimes good advices, but yeah, that's it. I guess I will have to do my best again to find socializment or communicatement, lol. In other words, I need more relatives or even better more friends. That's really a tough job in a city where there's nothing to do. Johan told me today that most people haven't got alot of friends, relatives yes, but friends, no. I think every person have only got just a few good friends and the rest are relatives. Today Johan asked me aswell what I pay monthly over electricity and heating, weird question coming from him but okay. I guess the question came up surprisingly in a conversation.
I couldn't answer him right away, I had to find one of my binders, the binders where I put everything thing in when it comes to important mails or posts. I have binders with post from electricity, work, Humanitas, healtcare, etc, etc. When I found the 'electricty' binder I still couldn't tell what I pay for electricity. My binders aren't well organized, lol. Johan gave me the job to organize the binders better, and I agreed with him. I don't like it, and it annoys me when I don't have my mail and post not well organized. I surely could miss out something then, I must say that I haven't looked in a long time in the binders. I thought it was all okay. When I get mail, I read it and put it away in the 'last mail' binder.
After a few months I will read it again and decide what to do with it. throw it out or save it in one of the binders. Sunday is a perfect day for organizing. My second visit was a good friend of mine, Ina. Yeah, I can say she's a good friend, she's the only one who I can trust and have a good time with. Though Ina is seeing someone recently, so I automatically make the visits and talks a bit less. I think it gives a awkward feeling when you see someone, and at the same time your going out or visit someone alot from the same sex. Or maybe it's just me. Though I wish I had more of such persons as Ina around me, persons who I can visit weekly or whenever, or go out with, or who can invite me, etc, etc.
If or when I have such persons in my life I will call them relatives, and maybe they will turn out to be good friends. And that the way to get friends. But first to find such persons.
