Monday, Monday!
A bit of a energy boost I had this morning, I guess the rest in the weekend did me good. Work went great, though here and there a bit tired and exhausted. I just did a bit to much, I was carried away you can say, I just love my job. It was such a cold day today, the wind went straightt through my clothing. I think when we reach March it will be good to say goodbye to the colder weather and snow, yeah no more snow in March. Where can I sign!?
How am I feeling after one week since my Dad passed away? Well, the mourning still continues I guess, ofcource, although it seems I'm doing fine and continues my daily things, the missing is still there. Last week on this Monday I was worried, confused, sad and felt miserable. Worried that I would collapse since my Dad passed away, the feeling that I couldn't handle this all. After Dad's funeral I automatically became calmer, my thinking became easier aswell, the worries went less.
Though like I said, the missing is still there, yet I'm calm about it. Weird actually, maybe it's a gift from my Dad above, sounds silly perhaps, but who knows. I might need counseling after a few weeks, I don't know. I'm okay now, calm and kinda relaxed. And you know when the sad moments and sad thoughts come back I will be ready, ready to mourn or grief. I know what to do. It's part of the process, I will get trough this, I'm positive about it.
