"O sleep, O, gentle sleep."

"O sleep, O, gentle sleep."

I like resting on Sundays, just doing nothing and lay my head to rest. I took a few naps today, two in the morning and one in the afternoon. The weather is nice, sometimes a bit of rain and then suddenly the sun bursts out again and it almost blinds you. I need to recharge for tomorrow's work, that's why I rest, last night I almost fell asleep behind the computer. During the week I'm quit alright, but when the weekend comes and I have my rest, I go flat, feeling tired and sleepy. Yesterday was aswell a busy day though with Ricardo and such, today he was okay. He asked me alot of things but I told him friendly that I need aswell time for myself. I took him with me in my room for a little while, we had some lunch and did some writting and coloring. After that I sent him to his Mom and Dad, cause I needed something to do, 'wink, wink,' (not) "After dinner you can come back," I told him. He was alright with that.

Yesterday an un-expected mail came in my mailbox, it was from a collection-agency. (Hope Google translate has it right) In other words I have to pay a bill within 5 days, it's from my health-insurance. They want me to pay a bill from 2009, hello? The mail was from a collection agency like I said, it's a company with bailiffs aswell. The mail made me nerves a bit cause I never, had 'such' a mail and never had bailiffs. My counseler told me not to be nerves, "Upcomming Monday I will ask the secretary here to pay this bill from you money." The bill wasn't a 1000 of Euro's but still it was a bit of a pain to pay, strange though that it was a bill from last 2009, specially that I don't have a clue what, or why. Tomorrow at my work I will call the secretary just to be sure she has seen the bill and payed it. 


How am I doing? I'm alright, the missing feelings are becoming less. Sure I still think of them, but I'm alright with it, it hurts less. Although, when Tasn flashes trough my mind it hurts a bit more. I will always keep her in my mind, I still care for her, even though I'm far away. Perhaps I can call it a long distance care-friendship. I hope she's doing fine at school and that she has a lot of friends in Barrie. Love ya Tasn! Further then that, I'm doing fine, I'm getting the money what I need and where I have a right on, I got my usurances. Work is going good, everything is progressing slowly and that's what I like, slowly but steady. Just a little bit nerves about getting a new house, and living on my own again. But it gives a happy feeling aswell. 


I'm getting along at Humanitas, you build a certain kinda attatched feeling up here though. And that can be good or not good, I don't know,we will see. Humanitas has been good for me, that's for sure, with here and there some ups and downs, but okay. I'm looking forward for tomorrow's work, the weekend was and is nice, but the week is so much better, cause there is more to do in the week.