"Relaxation."

"Relaxation."

Ah, the feeling when you come back after a hard day's work and you can totally relax. It's different though here at Humanitas, sure you get your rest, but you have aswell other residents to deal with. Some people need a talk or a little chat, and some people ask you to go with them, or fix this or fix that for them. Sometimes it's nice with the residents, but sometimes you want and need some time for yourself. This makes me think of my Dad now, when he came from work he needed rest aswell, and for sure quitness. Oh yeah. quitness. It became almost automatic, Daddy is home? Quiet in the house.I understand that now, but then, at that time it became almost anoying. We were a small Family with me and My Mom and Dad. We didn't make much noise with the three of us.

When I come from work nowadays, I sometimes think to myself, "What will be there waiting for me?" I use to hide or sneak quitly and fast to my room for some people, and yeah, Ricardo. But sometimes I miss him when he's not showing up, like today. He was out with his Dad, and I saw him and hugged him later. When I will be living on my own, it will be different when I then come back from work. No hidding or sneaking quietly and fast to my room, just relax and do what ever I want in my time. I'm sure it will be different, I will like it but aswell secretly miss the hidding or sneaking in. Cooking will be different also, now I have to take care of my money, and I have not that much cooking equipment. That will change, and then I can cook a proper meal. 

Butler-tray.

This day was okay, work was good. I made a little butler-tray, the tray was easy but the tray needed a standard to stand on. (See picture) And that wasn't so easy, in the end we maniched. But the standard needed to be different, it needed to be folded so you can put it away. Thursday I will change it again, I was exhausted when I got back from work. Like I said Ricardo was out with his Dad, that made me have time for a little rest. I Changed my clothes, washed myself a bit and layed down on the bed. No computer just closing my eyes for 30 minutes. Then a easy dinner, marcaroni with a chopped sausage. 

After dinner I had a relaxing time on the laptop, I thought, "It's you and me tonight, lol."  I like it though, around 8:00 a nice cuppa coffee. I might take a snack around 9:30, but that doesn't happen that often. Around 8:00 I heard a car comming back and I knew it was Johannus, I needed to see Ricardo, lol, I shut down the computer and went to there room. Johannus bought a second hand computer, but he couldn't get it started. He asked me to help him but I don't know that much about computers. He often talks about the seperation between him and his ex-girlfriend, I told him to let it have a rest for a few weeks, it's not a subject to talk about infron of his son aswell. It's such a akward situation. 


Around 10:00 I went back to my own room, to go further with my relaxation. Sometimes it comes to my mind, that I find it already nice in my own room, but look at my room, I have a bed a closet, a desk and one chair that's it. When I will be living on my own I will have more, but see how I can enjoy things already with less things. It's just material but hey, I love it! It's mine for a while. I'm aware that things will only get better from here on. I'm looking forward to it. Hold on I'm comming!