Remember that you are needed. There is at least one important work to be done that will not be done unless you do it.

Remember that you are needed. There is at least one important work to be done that will not be done unless you do it.

So, Thursday U will get to hear if the company where I work will hire me yes or no. Eeek! Oh yeah there is a little 'eeek' and a little worry, but that's normal I guess. The three months of testing are almost over, Thursday my counselor from Reha, me and my Boss wil lhave a  talk. A important talk! I will get a contract for a year if they hire me, and after that year I will prolly get another year, and another year. My thoughts about Thursday are good, actually it should be weird when they don't hire me. Cause I get nothing but compliments, I'm doing my work well without complains. Ofcource in the beginning there were a few little mistakes, but that's normal with a new job.

If the company hires me my counselor from Reha will still be following me on the background for half a year, and after that half year it's done. I will be standing on my own feet, on the background will be my new Boss then. Writing about this now makes me a little bit nerves for Thursday, lol so , I will keep it short. I like the work what I'm doing, I'm growing in this job and not only with the work I do. I have nice fellow workers, they come up to me for a little chat or they wave at me. That gives a comfy feeling, and makes me feel good. The good feeling I see back in my work, and I'm doing already a good job. In other words "I WANT THIS JOB!" I think there wont be many companies who hire people for only half days or just three whole days in the week. I'm really lucky that I'm working here and get the oppurtunity to work for this company.

Today work went fine aswell, gosh I still remember my first day at work there. I litterly had to be pushed to say, "Yes, okay, I will try this job." I had two counselors and my Boss pushing me and giving me good vibes, it was just fear, anxiousness, you know, new job, new people. I learned alot in the last months, and that's a nice feeling. So again, "I WANT  THIS JOB!" 

Fog! 


Dislike the weather the last few days, there's so much fog outside, I don't even know where this all come from. It's extremely, sure we have sometimes  a foggy day, but this? No. There was already a terrible axcident last weekend, just across the border from Holland to Germany. It's not even that far from here. Three people were killed and 35 injured in a massive pile-up collision on a fog-covered highway police said. The crash involved 52 vehicles on Friday night near the city of Muenster. That's scary when you think of it, it makes you realize that fog can be dangerous, more then you expect actually. And the fog will be staying for a couple a days, so said the weather forecast. Gotta be carefull!