"Nearly Christmas...."

"Nearly Christmas...."

It's nearly Christmas, I could see it in the shops and I could smell it in the house. My neighbor from Congo is prepairing Christmas dinner with the door wide open, smells good.  This Saturday went fast and there's not so much to tell, I did last of my groceries and bought new slippers. The slippers was about time, a few holes and alot of dammages. I bought them from Canadian tire January 2010, they walked so nice. I walked daily on them, sometimes I just letted them on when Saf and I went for a quick store visit. I wasn't worried about wearing them, I saw worser dresscodes.

I needed new slippers what could hold my 'ach supports' in. In my old slippers the supports went from left to right and from back to forth. I would like to wear the 'supports' 24 hours a day if I could, not sleep with them though, lol. I'm almost positive about it that it will do my hips good. My hips are still bothering me, but I know what to do. Rest, painkillers and wear the supports as much as possible. At 11:30 I took of for my shopping, buying the slippers went fine. I was done in 15 minutes, ofcource I took the supports with me to try them in the new slippers. 

In the grocerie store it was kinda busy, not fully packed, but just a bit busy. I went to another store this time, so it took a while to search what I needed. I really, really couldn't find the salt. I went trough the store four times then I letted it be, it's fine. I payed for my groceries and headed home, it was nice out. Sunshine, a bit colder then yesterday and a firm wind. No snow, no white Christmas this year. The weatherforecast forspelled a 'horror winter,'this winter right! Perhaps January and February brings snow, bring it on!

Christmas eve,' I wonder how my Dad is. With days like these I wish he lived closer, I surely would visit him. I can call him, but Dad doesn't like phonecalls, he rather sits with the person and have a talk then. Feeling just a bit guilty not going to my Dad's these days, only if it was for an hour it would be already good. But I'm tired and I need my rest, and spending a whole day with Dad isn't that pleasant. 

I'm sure he will be fine and I'm sure the nurses there organized something, perhaps a dinner or a game. There's even a little church there, so he will be good. But still.... I just can't bring up the journey to him. (Sorry Dad) Before I go to London I will visit him. For me, I will be fine, I will get trough these days. Just taking my time and enjoy my rest. Though his morning I had other thoughts......

Complain corner. 


"I hope these two Christmas days go by just as fast as they came, there I said it. I didn't want to complain and make other people feel bad who are celebrating Christmas, but, yeah, sorry for that. I made this tiny little complain corner to get it of my chest, it reliefs. Though I will be slightly ready for these two comming days, I haven't got any Christmas decorations, I did that on purpose. These two Christmas days will be days that I rest and relax, sure I will get trough it, with perhaps some good feelings and some sad moments. Thinking back of last years Christmas makes me wanna go back to that time, uhm, to be honest, no, I don't. No more break ups for me please, althought that, I had a good time aswell. 

I can without a doubt say that I had my best Christmasses in Canada.There was the Christmas presents shopping and the unpacking from the presents, I really bought some good and nice stuff, I like to buy gifts for other people. While I'm writing this I feel a bit lonely, and I didn't even expect this feeling. I thought I was going to be fine and okay. But when this day started, sigh! It's like a automaticly feeling, , and it's only just two days. 
I'm a 100% sure that next year it will be different, oh YES! 

Christmas is special no matter what people think of it, it's like something magical happens every year. Okay, let's end this little complaining corner, it's good now. And for now I DON'T want that my friends feel bad or sad for me, please DON'T! There are exciting days ahead of me, oh yes! And for next year? Next year will be a blast, I'm looking forward for 2012! I wish everyone a merry, merry, merry Christmas! And a jolly good new year!